♥ JOEYCHUA

2011-12-17T23:58:00.003+08:00

♥ I can do anything just for that smile.
So yeah, my holidays are finally here.. But lecturers bombarded us with tons and tons of assignments, so do you still call it a holiday ? Soo shit lah, but the best thing is that i don't have to wake up early for school anymore. HAHAHA.. But sleeping early has kind of became my habit already. Not more staying up late unless there's purpose uh..

Guess what, i spent my first day of the holidays with my boyf at town ! Not gonna elaborate cos i'm lazy. But boyf is just way way tooo awesome pleaseee.. He got me polariod which i long long wanted for christmas/monthsary. And seriously, i love it damn damn much, really. Also, dinner was awesome. Lovely and great day spent with him. Hope he enjoy his trip to thailand on monday. ♥

2011-12-11T23:57:00.002+08:00

♥ Results are what you expect; consequences are what you get.
Sup yo people, if you guys haven't follow me on twitter, follow me now ! @JOEYC56392 I'm really soo sooo sooooo much active there that i think some of you may want to unfollow me after some time yeah .. =x Haha.. But do follow me if you think your timeline is way to dead, because i will definitely make it more lively !

Okays, for people who don't know, i have cut my hair short. Nah, i'm just kidding uh. My friends said i would look like some filipino maid if i really cut it short :( How bad can they be man. Hais.. And my dumb boyf was not tricked by me, how sad :( He is definitely well trained by me after all these month. But i still think he should be dumb-er instead of being this smart . Hehehe..

So now, i'm currently waiting for my works to be checked before i can print them out and head to bed yeah. Seriously right, i dislike doing last minute work uh! I really can't stand like how rush you have to be to get works done, and the outcome is like shit ! Arghhh... And if you people ever notice, i have been sleeping rather early every single 2nd semster started. I don't know why, but feel really tired recently, haiss.. :(

Enough of nonsense and craps, time to do some serious business. (If i can find one. =x) School tomorrow then shopping again. Anyways, GOOD LUCK to all having their common test, especially my boy. (:

2011-12-09T14:22:00.001+08:00

♥ You are one in a million
Look at the time now, it's like 2.22pm. And i'm having CDTP lecture now, but also, i'm here blogging yo ~ It's like my first time bring lappy to school after i got it back, so yeah...

Currently, lecturer is showing the entire ECH the movie, mulan. Yeah, the english version one, also the cartoon one... But but, it some how don't really interest me though. =x Plus plus, i'm real real tired and my eyes are hurting too..

Okays, just came here for some short random post yeah.

P.S. Click of my nuffnang !
P.S.S. I'm loving my class, T01 !
P.S.S.S. School holidays are coming in a week !

2011-12-04T18:48:00.002+08:00

♥ Bluey blue blue..
As promised i will blog more frequently, though no one is reading it uh. But still, i dont know what. HAHA.. For people who don't know, i'm sooo sooo in love with my bluey blue stitchy ! And my chio Vasco shirt is blue too.. ♥♥♥ Hahaha.. Okays, all my nonsense craps.

So yeah, today is a cold cold day, therefore it is a stay home + do works day. Not really alot of works done, but still some are done. So still isn't that bad uh. Gonna prepare and head out for dinner soon with my beloved mum and dad ♥ . I will update again soon..

2011-12-03T18:22:00.003+08:00

♥ That trust you gave me.
I really need to start blogging more frequently. Yes, i need to ! *determine look* Hehe.. My last post was like last month, gosh ! But you guys can't blame me too, because i'm studying very hard. *finding excueses only* Okays lah, is kind of because of my busy schedule and i hardly used my laptop too. OHYA, did i mention that my lappy is back? Hmmm...

So yeah, i'm some one who don't really have much of confidence. That is also part of the reason why i'm 'quiet' when i'm not with people really close to. But once i'm comfortable with you, my true self appear. I can be really high like the sky, crap like crabs, blabber like no tomorrow and laugh like an insane.

Maybe it is because i really want to be one, thus i really gave it my all. And in the end, i really enjoy myself soo much that once i reached home, bathed, i just fell asleep in like less than 5minutes. Really really hop things all go well..

Shall end here for now, blog again soon. But people, please click on my nuffnang adv ! Poor girl, me is really broke now :((

2011-11-16T00:43:00.002+08:00

♥ You are like the missing piece
Back here again because i feel like i really need a space to left things out. And some how, twitter is no longer a place that i can left everything out. There are too many unknown following, also people are all judging. Even though people always say, 'Don't judge a book by its cover.' but still, people judge, and that's reality.

I have to admit, i'm really a bitch at times. Some times, i can't even stand looking myself at the mirror or reflection. Some times, i just feels soo useless and hopeless that i feel like giving up. But i know, i can't just give up like that, i have to be stronger.

Studies had gave me problems. Not the works, but the people, or should i say person? Let this persin be A. A has tons tons of free time, like really and A always choose to do last minute works and start panicking just a few days or even hours before the dateline then start trying to 'look' at our works. And some times, A would rather choose to go out with friends rather doing things that are more important. Like, doesn't A know how to prioritise? I really don't know what's going on in A's mind. Okays, maybe it is because i'm always busy everyday and had lesser time to complete my works ...

CCA... I don't know is it the skills, the lack of confidence or because i'm stress. People seem to be improving, but i'm not. I'm really really really very very very disappointed in myself. I just don't know how disappointed i am. I'm really trying, really wanting to do well, but nothing seem to be better. And, most of the time, i feel like a burden in the team, really. At times, i feel like giving up, but i know i'm not able to. Because when i'm not in the mood, volleyball seem to be the only thing that can let me vent it all out, really. I just hope things will get better.

Sorry for the whole chunk of words, but i really need to let all these out, really. Also, thanks N for hearing me rant and keep encouraging me. Appreciate it, but i guess it is just me..

2011-10-30T01:11:00.005+08:00

♥ Give me to courage to go for it.
Gosh ! It's almost a month back since i last updated my blog. But yeah, no one reads it so who care nah.. Plus, i'm really am not very active here anymore, and the best thing is, my laptop died on my like a week back. Brother's comp spoilt and netbook's screen spoilt too. So basically, there aren't any comp/laptop for me to use at home.

But yeah, i'm not using a comp + netbook combine. Hehe.. Using brother's computer's monitor and my netbook's laptop. If you guys followed my twitter, i posted the picture up. Ohya, i'm much much much more active on twitter, so here is it JOEYC56392. Follow me if you think your timeline is way tooo boring. HAHA..

HALLOWEEN !
The picture above shows it all. I celebrated my first ever halloween with this awesome people on a friday's [28OCT11]evening at Sentosa Spooktacular. Not going to do elaborate much here, because even i myself do not know how to describe it, or maybe just one word, AWESOME ! Hehe..

Obviously there are more pictures, but i'm not going to post it up here uh. Because ... because ... i'm way way tooo lazy. And also i want to watch tv nah. So want to see, go to my facebook nah ! =p

♥♥♥
What else can i say ? These people here are just a bunch of awesome people. Time spent with them are always memorable, eventful and it never failed to be full of laughters. (:

P.S. I love the hair colour of my on the very first picture ! ♥
P.S.P.S. Click on my nuffnang pleaseeeee ... TYVM

2011-09-22T23:44:00.006+08:00

♥ Good friendships are not forged in a day.
Hello peepooos ! I'm back here blogging again after like months ! Yes, i know it had been real real long since i update this site. And, according to my nuffnang, i do still have some people coming to my blog even when i didn't update. To be honest, i'm kind of curious who actually do come to my blog..

Okays, so i shall do a brief update about my life recently since after my exams? And that is like about a month ago. If i didn't remember wrongly, my exams ended on the 20th of August. Since then, i spent most of my time chiong-ing dramas on my laptop. I completed like 4-5 dramas within like 2weeks ? Of course, i did went out and also work at the same time uh.

From 7SEP11-10SEP11, i went Bangkok with my family, cousins and mum's friends. (As seen from the above picture) . The trip was overall quite okays, except the fact that it rained like almost all day since we been there. But it was quite memorable as it was the first time eating and running in the rain with my family yeah ~ Like kind of cool. Of course, the bad thing was, no night shopping at night markets.. :(

Definitely, i bought lots of stuffs, but as compared to my cousin's, my was nothing at all. Haha.. Her loots were horrible ! Also, we bought hair dye and played with it at night in the hotel. We made soo much mess in the toilet. =x The colour didn't turn out as expected, but it's slowly turning out more obvious now. (:

So after my return from BKK, i had a short few days rest at home and i'm off for chalet. It was 4E2'10 chalet, from 14SEP11-16SEP11. What else can i said other than it was AWESOME ?! Though most of the time i was kind of like slacking away, but time spent with them were always great, even when we are doing nothing.

Majority were mahjong, otherwise dota. We were supposed to play some games on the second day, but due to the laptops and mahjong, we didn't play. But eventually, we played them on the very last day, just 1 hour before we were about the check out. It was really a great work out in the morning, running here and there.

Also, the NP kias checked our results at the chalet using iphone. For me, i did relatively well. Okays, maybe not that well, because somehow it was still kind of below my expectation a little. But seriously, i should really be glad i achieved such results despite having a C5 for my O's English. If you guys didn't know, my course are mostly english base. All my assignments are to in essay format, except for IT of course. Lucky, i have great classmates who helped me along . (:

Went out with these bunch of awesome peepoos again on the 20th, Tuesday. Pool over at Dhoby Ghaut agrea then early dinner at Just Acia. The food there was great, also it's cheap. Worth a try yeah, it's at Dhoby Ghaut Exchange.

After dinner, we all headed over to The Cathay to catch Johnny English Reborn. We went kind a little late, but still we enjoyed it . The seats were totally awesome and the place we sat at was just right. Also, the movie was great. You guys should go and watch it if you haven't done so yet. (:

Okays, my Running Man has finish loading, so i shall stop here. Of course, here only has some pictures, for more, go to my Facebook. I have already uploaded all of them. If you are bored, nothing to do and wants to kill time, you can slowly view them one by one. (: More updates will definitely not be here, but at twitter, JOEYC56392.

Last but not least, H4M to my dear boy ♥
For all you know, me and him are being seperated for 5weeks.
He is now over at China, and i'm at Singapore. :(
Honestly, IMISSHIM. :((

2011-07-28T14:21:00.002+08:00

♥ Your assurance is all that i need.
I'm back once again after not coming here for quite some time. Really want to blog for the past few days, but really couldn't find any spare time to come here for a little while to blog.

Busy week yeah, but i had quite a few fun days, like last thursday [21July] was nephew, Kesler's first month and sunday [24July] was family gathering. I'm obviously way too lazy to update about them specifically, and also briefly. Plus, i'm having lesson now, so impossible for me to blog them out. But the pictures were already all up on my facebook already, so you people can check them out yeah. (:

Okays, CDEV's assignments down ! And, EEPE is almost done, tomorrow then another one will be down. So i will be left with Written Comm and ITA, then all assignments will be done, but that also means that exams are coming !!! Gosh, one word, S to the T to the R to the E to the S to the S, STRESS .. :(

2011-07-19T15:32:00.002+08:00

♥ It may be over, but that doesn't mean flashback won't happen.
At this time, i'm supposed to be in school for S&W, but it has already ended last week. So, no more S&W for the next few weeks. There's both good and bad about it uh. Good is that, i will have more time for my assignments, and rest. Bad is that, i'm kind of missing that bunch of crazy people in S&W. Blah blah, whatever.. Anyways, i still have to head back to school later on for training.

So yeah, yesterday i was soo freaking stress doing FP. Spent like hours at ourspace with the help of HonKei, he then told me that way i did was like wrong. Of course i was feeling like damn pissed off lah, i'm like completing it already with just conclusion left, and then you tell me i did wrongly ?! Who won't pissed off uh ? Plus, the question given by the teacher is damn freaking vague, and she expect us to know what to do ?! Seriously, fuck her lah. Knnbccb..

Was really fed up and stressed that i totally don't feel like talking and wanting to ignore every human being man. So met Nick after that, cos somehow really in need of him. Totally not myself when i met him, barely talk, and he was like blabbering away like always lah, and some how i like ignoring him lah. Sorry.. Broke down in the bus, then Nick for being that. Felt asleep right after, was glad we took 173 all the way back to batok, long bus ride, but worth it.

Okays, enough of blogging for now. My dear, tayszeming ask me to head to school now to keep her accompany, so bye peepos !

2011-07-16T23:30:00.002+08:00

♥ 世界上没有不劳而获的事。
So yeah, here i'm back again updating my blog. And seriously, i realised the last time i blogged was like Monday, but it just seem like yesterday only. Time really flies damn damn quickly, a week just pass just like that. Seriously like WTS lah !!! Also, i'm almost updating my blog every Saturday, and i don't know why also eh. Haha.

Pol-ite had just started, and we (NPVB) had our first game yesterday against SP. We lost, 3-0, and the guys lost, 3-2. Was a real close one for the guys, and the no. 11 play like a shuai lah ~ Almost half of the team were like crazying over him, while the other half going crazy other no. 9. Haha.. For we girls, some how we did real badly. Nothing much to talk about it lah, so yeah.

Headed back to NP, but the bus dropped us at KAP instead cos it was raining heavily. Didn't join the rest of the team for dinner/supper at mac, instead me and TSM ran to the nearest bus-stop at KAP then took bus for one stop to market to find Nick and YH. Poor Nick waited for us from i don't know what time till around 10plus, so felt kind of bad and went to find him. So nice of us right? Haha..

As for today, went out with GodBro and Mum. Headed to Bugis for a short while then Town. Shopping, but kind of came home empty handed uh. :( On the way, GodBro and Mummy kept chatting in many many funny ways, and all i did was keep laughing. Haha.. And GodBro said the things i bought recently are all very expensive, last time i wasn't like that one. Wth does that means man ?! Tskk.. In short, i kept laughing throughout the whole trip uh, and yeah, i had fun.

Okays, i'm kind of lazy to continue blogging already because it's a Saturday night and i have many shows to watch ! But i'm going to do my assignments while watching tv. Cannot slack anymore, must be hardworking !!!!

2011-07-11T23:48:00.002+08:00

♥ You will never understand how it feels to be me.
So yeah, i'm back again to blog, not because i'm bored or trying to kill some time. But is because there are hell lots of stuffs for me to rant ! Seriously, hell lots. So people, if you can't stand me, then really no point reading it, you will just get super fed up. So the best choice would be pressing ALT + F4 or just simply press the cross button in the red box at the top right hand corner. You are definitely free to do so, go ahead. (:

Besically, school is stressing me up with the huge loads of assignments. Like seriously, i have around 8-9 assignments in hands now, and you know what the best thing is ?! All of them are due around the same period of time. And, another best thing come along with it. Pol-ite starts at the same period of time too. Now, tell me how fucking, FUCKING AWESOME can my life be now?

It's like STRESS X STRESS, and it definitely equivalent to more than just STRESS (square). Plus, training almost every single day, which mean reaching home late and tired. By then, my brain would already be three quarter dead, how to fucking start my works ? Seriously, can some one just take a knife and stab me right now ? It's kind of better to be dead than alive now.

Also, i can't stand how fucking stress am i right here, yet my mum don't even understand a single shit. She kind of think that poly life is slack, and tell me to sleep early every day. It's not like as if i don't want to sleep early. If i can, i would, but the problem is, i can't. Worst, she thinks i'm playing games all the time, when i'm just merely taking a short break in between.

Honestly, i don't understand how some people could feel soo stress-free when there are tons and tons of works in front of them. And the best thing is, when they get back results, and what they received is not what they wanted, they start to get fed up and throw temper. But seriously, in the first place, you aren't even putting in efforts, then why the fuck are you getting upset over the results you got? Just deal with it, you deserve such results ! People like me, who put in soo much efforts in my works, should be the one throwing temper, getting fed up and upset over it, not you.

I'm really putting in hell lots of efforts in almost every single bits of my assignments. Though they may not be the best, but i know i really tried my best and did my best. I have to admit it that my english really do sucks big time, in fact HUGE time, but i'm slowly doing my best to improve on it. It may be slow, but i'm showing progress. English isn't easy for me like how maths is, i just can't do well in languages, and that's me. I can't do much, but to slowly improve them and accept the fact that i suck in languages.

Okays, enough of my ranting and all, i'm seriously going to start on my works now. I don't have much time left before they are all due. Seriously, the upcoming weeks are going to be real real stressful and busy for me. And, i really need to pull through it !

2011-07-09T23:39:00.008+08:00

♥ With you, my life begins.
The last time i updated my blog was Wednesday, but it seems like it was only yesterday that i last updated it. Okays, time seem to fly quickly ever since i entered poly. One week pass one week, one month pass one month, and it's already July now. Just like a blink of an eye only. Okays, quite of a crap yeah..

So basically today, i didn't really did much, but feel quite a sense of accomplishment. I'm finally done with my PPCM's individual work, and found a story for my STB. But of course, still need some editting for the story, because it has to be original. So i shall get people to help me. Hehe.. Started on my 1.5k essay about obesity then had to prepare to head over to aunt's place at Bishan.

Watched tv, eat and slacked around with the little girl. She is 6 years old this year, and we get along well. The power of being soo love-able among children, ECH ! Haha.. She is real smart and cute uh. We went spamming pictures and she commented after every picture, how much cuter can she get eh ? Hahaha..

After playing and spamming pictures with her, i realised i really missing my kindergarten kids alot, only the K1A. :( The worst things, i can't take pictures with them, or maybe if i request from my mentor, she will allow? But kind of no guts eh. =x

Actually i kind of like Saturday night, because i spent my night/midnight watching tv. Somehow having some tv shows marathon uh. 11.30pm - 1am : 你猜你猜你猜猜猜, 1am - 3am :转角, 遇到爱. Was supposed to be doing my works now, but i'm watching tv and blogging now. =x Shall leave it for tomorrow lah, don't have the study mood now, so want to do also kind of no point uh.

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO CASPER PECK KAI EN !! ((:

2011-07-06T11:53:00.001+08:00

♥ Falling in love can be intoxicating.
Every day is getting more and more tiring and exhausting for me. And i guess, sooner or later, i will die of exhaustion man. Worst thing can ever happen is having my mother and brother arguing like early in the morning at 6plus, near 7am. Trust me, it really made me soo pissed off that i screamed at them at the top of my voice that my throat started hurting. Plus, it is not the first time, it happens like a few times already. Like seriously, why can't they spare a thought for me ?! They don't want to sleep, i want to sleep uh !

Okays lah, just a short little update, i'm really tired like some crap liao. Ohya, me and HonKei had been tweeting non-stop recently, and are also trying hard to trend, #likeapearly. So people, please help us ! My twitter, JOEYC56392. (:

Quote by Philippos:
Happiness needs sadness.
Success needs failure.
Benevolence needs evil.
Love needs hatred.
Victory needs defeat.
Pleasure needs pain.

You must experience and accept the extremes. Because if the contrast is lost, you lose appreciation; and when you lose appreciation, you lose the value of everything.

Time Check; 7JULY'11 12.55AM

2011-07-02T23:44:00.005+08:00

♥ Coincidence, telepathy.
So yeah, i'm back here updating this blog again since it had not been updated for quite some time. So shall spend some time updating it. But like seriously, is there anyone reading my blog ?? Aiyah, heck care lah, no one read, no one read loh ~

Was supposed to meet Nick this morning at my block downstairs at 7.30am for cpr training. But due to reaching home late, plus sleeping late last night, i can't wake up when the alarm rang. In fact, i didn't even heard the alarm, not to say the vibration. So in the end, i only woke up at 7.25am when he called. Seriously, i was kind of rushing like siao lah. But we still reached early and spent like 20 minutes waiting outside the sports hall.

Cpr training was kind of fun, though the stupid dummy was hard. Hands hurt while doing the compression, and i was kind of dying when helping to 'blow' air to the dumb dummy. Seriously, i'm like damn tired after that lah. But overall, cpr training was kind of fun though. Also, it ended around an hour earlier ! (:

Headed to Clementi Mall for lunch, MacDonald ! Had craving for fries for quite some time already, finally get to eat it . Hehe.. After that walked around Clementi Mall for some 'shopping'. First stop, Popular. And of course, i spent some money there, Nick tried stopping me, but kind of fail . Such a loser ! =p Haha..

Second stop, Library ! Went there to search for books for my Written Communication. Took one after another, and borrowed SIX books. Somehow make me feel like some book worm loh. Haha. Then sat down and read one interesting book. Nick kept on peepinghttp://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif at the book like some pervert like that. But seriously, that book is mad cool, mad awesome, sooo interesting uh !

Bus-ed home, then had my afternoon/evening nap for like 3hours plus. Damn shiok one ~ Dinner was bought back by brother, spaghetti with chicken and grilled fish. It's nice yeah . Slacked awhile then did my works, and all my papers and books are all over the place, which made my house become messy like don't know what lah.

So currently, i'm watching 转角，遇到爱 with my assignment aside . =x Also, 'stalking' some volleyballers due to boredom. Ohyah, and i found this which is kind of cool uh. Can take a look if you want, http://redsports.sg/2011/04/16/sisters-volleyball/ (:

Time Check; 3rdJULY'11 2.46AM

2011-06-27T23:30:00.002+08:00

♥ Each time i see, i start falling harder.
I'm back posting again. Don't know why but had this sudden urge to update this blog, so yeah, i'm here. Actually, i don't really have much to update, but just feel like blogging little things out here. Though, i know not much people reading, but who cares..

So, today school reopen like the primary and secondary school. School was rather slack today, or maybe pretty slack. I basically tetris battle-ed the 1st 50 mintues of ITA1 lesson away. She go through two different powerpoint, with about 50 slides in total, and i didn't really listen any of it =x I even influence HonKei to play ! Haha.. Did some work, then was dismissed. 45 minutes early uh.

Slacked at munch then had lunch, it's also the first time me, HonKei and Pearly had lunch for almost an hour. Nick walked past me, with me sitting right in front of him, and he didn't even notice me. How dumb can this guy get ?! Haha.. After that headed to ourspace to study for CDEV test.

Before CDEV test, i was really super anxious and nervous. Don't ask me why, i don't know why when it comes to test, i will become like that. Then HonKei was like, "Chill lah, test only." Some how, i felt better, of course with L's texts too (: So test was quite okays for me, maybe because i really studied quite hard for it uh. I literally spent days studying for it, and i went to memorize almost every single bit of it.

Slacked outside LT26 awhile then headed to KAP for Island Creamery with the both of them, chatted awhile then headed back home. Rest-ed awhile, and cousin came to fetch me. Went over to his place, see baby Kesler, while he get change. Kesler is really sooo freaking small and cute uh ! Can't wait for his first month, hehe..

Walked over to Bukit Gombak stadium and met up with TSM. Ran, or rather jogged around the track. Jogged 10 rounds, and walked 2 rounds. Was really mad time, been soo long since i ran/jogged such a long distance. Cool-ed down then cousin sent both of us home ! Through out the journey, was laughing thanks to cousin. Okays, actually he is my god brother. (:

2011-06-25T23:54:00.005+08:00

♥ Trust VS Mistrust.
Currently waiting for my itouch to update finish then i can load new songs in ! Hehehe.. Was actually kind of bored, and so thought i can kill some time while updating this dead blog. Then i realised, i don't really have anything to update. =x

Should be studying now, but some how, i don't have the studying mood right now. But at least, i studied almost half of what i should be studying, unlike my two dear friends. Don't know if they studied anything. Hmmmm.. Kind of miss them, and also class, can't wait for school to start. Okays, i only studied during the holidays, i haven't even start on any of my assignments yet ! Like a failure lah ! :(

Okays, just a short short update yeah. Should go and face my notes, books and cdev stuffs now, test on Monday ..

12.04am; My ♥ just text me ! (:

2011-06-22T23:54:00.003+08:00

♥ The simple thing needed is, Trust.
There was supposed to be training today at Ngee Ann, but was cancelled in the end. So this was how it went.. Was late for training together with SzeMing. I rushed, and she cabbed down from her place, then we headed to the court. We took another route, and SM saw this car familiar, she looked inside then she said, "迟到 nevermind 啦，教练还在车里面睡觉。" I turned my head and looked, then started laughing . Seriously, super funny loh.

Reached court, the rest were having their warm-up, and the seniors asked us to run like 4rounds around the track cos we were late. Put down our stuffs and started running loh. Soon, it started to drizzle, then slowly, the rain got heavier. So ran finish 1round, they asked us to quickly get our stuffs and go to the shelter, and said training is cancelled due to the rain. And, SM was complaining non-stop cos she cabbed down, and she said, "I paid $10.50 to come down to run around the track 1 round."

So slacked at Munch with seniors awhile then headed home. Watched tv, and started laughing like an idiot alone in the living room, but it was real real funny. After that played itouch while waiting for mum, dad and brother to be back, cos they bought food back for me. Ohya, they went genting for 2days, only back today, so yeah.. Okays, short post uh, shall start studying soon ..

Thanks for the gift.
In fact, thanks for every single thing. (:
Also, sorry i didn't had time to prepare yours :(
First, ♥

2011-06-20T02:20:00.002+08:00

♥ I may not be the best, but i'm trying my best ..
Hello people ~ I'm back from 30 hours famine camp. Camp wasn't that bad, in fact it was quite fun yeah. So yeah, i'm in a weird country, Lesotho, and weird family, Tholo. Okays, actually isn't really weird, just that i never hear before mah.

So overall, camp was fun, and camp mates are a bunch of fun and awesome people. (: There were 3 RJC people, and they are real real friendly ! Though the year 2 RJ guy, Jed, was kind of dao, but he still talked to me quite often. And before i left, he came and shake hand with me and said, "Nice to know you, Joey." Hehe..

And, i had my fat boy to pick me up from camp ~ Went i met him, he was like, "So many guys at the bus stop waiting for their girlf loh. Lucky, i'm not the only one." Haha.. Headed to KAP for his dinner, and i had icecream and fries. Craving for it after breaking camp. Bus-ed back to bb after that.

Okays, just a short post while waiting for my show to load. Shall update again soon !

Time Check; 3.48am

2011-06-14T22:55:00.001+08:00

♥ Even Superman has his weakness.
13JUNE'11 [MONDAY]
Went over to HuaYi for training at about 12noon, as the juniors were having volleyball day camp. Spent the whole afternoon there. After training, headed to Jurong Point for dinner with together all coaches plus Jason, Yin and Ming. Had Fig and Olive for dinner, coaches' treat ! Chatted with them for awhile then they left, and we 2 girls headed to interchange, settled down and started chatting, sharing stuffs. Somehow can't wait for the stay over next Monday ~ Hehe..

Had a sudden trip down to Mustafa with the two babes, Andy and Jason. Jason got his Iphone, then we started having a shopping trip there. Somehow we were playing and making a fool there too, like fun only . HAHA.. Then had supper at Swee Chun(?), only had a little, cos was full from dinner, and also, i don't really eat dimsum. Jason then sent us all back, SzeMing, Andy, Me, followed by ZhiYin.

At that time, it was raining heavily, and my area don't even have a shelter for me uh, so i had to run in the rain for a while from where he stopped me. Home-d and did pt. Yeahs, pt in the middle of the night like 2.50am. Haha.. After that showered then lie on the bed slack slack awhile, and fell asleep =x

14JUNE'11 [TUESDAY]
Was supposed to head to HuaYi for Jason's pt this morning together with the juniors, but due to yesterday sudden midnight trip. I gave it a miss, otherwise i really don't know how to survive with few hours of sleep then pt siak. So woke up only around 1plus in the afternoon. Used laptop, watched tv, slack here slack there at home then decided to head down for a swim alone since the weather was soo freaking awesome.

Swam 40 laps continuously non-stop. Around my 10th laps, my eyes were already killing me, but still continue swimming cos 'target' was supposed to be 50 laps. But gave up the thoughts of it, because there will be training tomorrow, and i don't want to have my muscles aching for training, so 40 this time round. Met this friendly uncle who started chatting with me for awhile, then the life guards of whatever you called them. One of them lent me his goggles, he came to me and said, "Do you need the goggles? Your eyes are really red. Just return me after that." So i was like, "Thanks thanks. (:"

But somehow, my eyes still somehow hurting badly while swimming. Also, thanks to the goggles, otherwise i may have a hard time, struggling to finish my 40 laps. Now, my eyes are hurting like no tomorrow lah, somehow a little red too. Holy shit !

Blah blah blah.. Lazy to post already, and also realised my life like kind of no life siak ! Arghhhh.. Ohya, my muscles kind of aching a little now already eh, my abs one. =x Some how my this whole week is 'training' week uh. Got to really work out to keep up stamina, and also lose some weights ! I'm fat until i ownself also buay tahan .

Okays, enough of all my nonsense craps, shall start doing my works, otherwise watch shows ! Hehe.. At the same time, i shall wait for someone's text/call.

Let this period of time be a short test for the both of us.
Miss you, ♥

2011-06-12T03:30:00.001+08:00

♥ Because I chose to be the strong one instead..
Back to blogging again after quite some time yeah. I'm like using my laptop everyday, but don't really have much to update, and doesn't really have the time too. Was kind of busy with assignments the weeks back. And, the Friday, 10June'11, i just submitted 3 assignments all at one go, the feeling is like SHUANG-NESS ! Haha..

Also, i realised i actually had quite a lot to catch up. So my 2 weeks of holidays will somehow be the 'catching up' period for me uh. Don't want to screw up the test that is coming up right after the holiday. And, i don't want to start chiong-ing my works till late nights again. So i got to be some hardworking girl already ! Jiayou to me man !!!

So yeah, i spent my Saturday with my awesome B's' ! (: It was totally soo unplanned outing, but we had fun, i hope. For me, i do, i don't know about them. Went down to NP to meet Nick then accompanied him back to his place. After that headed to down, and shopped around awhile while waiting for HuangChun to arrive.

Dinner at the Kopitiam outside Cine there. Sambal kangkong, stingray and satays ! It was toally awesome uh, but those two poor boys can't really take spicy, but glad they love the food. Also, thanks for the treat ! So after dinner, treated HuangChun to ice-cream as promised, and he had haagen dazs. Thanks Hong2 for the discount ! Hehe..

A change of location after that. Train-ed over to Marina, and slacked there. Played games, mindgames, racist jokes, chatted, and of course hardcore camwhoring ! That's what will happen if there's a dslr around. Haha. Was somehow also figuring out how to use my dslr. I still not really familiar with it yet uh =x But i will slowly explore it out myself ! Just wait ! Haha..

So, that's Nicklaus with his dare when we played 'who what huh'. He was supposed to like go and ask for a girl's numbers, but somehow, almost all the people there were couples, so it's like kind of hard. A change of dare, and was that he had to take picture with a bangla, so here is it ! That guy was really damn funny, and they even shake hands after that. Soo cute lah ! They are almost the same colour right ?! In your face Nicklaus ! =p HAHA..

He had another dare after that, and it was to do 5 pumpings in the middle of the pathway. Wanted to take pictures, but i was kind of slow, and he didn't want to do more to let me take pictures ! Such an asshole lah ! And he was like saying, 'Who ask you soo slow. Too bad lah.' Then he went back to sit down already. Idiotic max .

And, that's me doing my dare. I had to like scream loudly that people can hear me. Seriously like a funny lah, but i still did it okays. Sooo sporty of me ! Haha.. And i was like screaming even while walking to the place lah. Screamed 'NicklausYip SUCK !' He really suck big time ! All time sucker ! =p

Took soo many self-timer pictures that i think people that were walking around think we are crazy, but who cares, as long as we had fun ! *Like almost similar to what Nick said* I think he copy my style lah ! =p Haha.. We had soo much fun that we forgot the timing. But lucky was still in time for the last train. However it was only until Kranji, so had to cab home after that. And, the taxi driver was damn awesome lah ! He charged me cheaper, and also very caring. Like totally AWESOME !! (:

Okays, should end off now, it's quite a long post uh, but hopefully there's people reading it, and reading them till the very end. Will update more often, and also soon.
Let me end of with another picture of the 3 of us.

SUCCESSFUL JUMP SHOTS !
For more photos, facebook of course ! It had all been uploaded, tagged and some of it even had caption. Goodbye peepos ! (:

2011-06-04T17:20:00.003+08:00

♥ Everything has two sides like a coin, they can never meet.
Got up like as early as 10.30am this morning, thanks to a call. Daddy called me to ask me to keep the clothes because it is raining. I looked out of the window, no rain, then i headed back to bed. After awhile, he called again. Got pissed off so just wake up and keep the clothes, and i couldn't sleep anymore after that.

So decided to start on my works since like i have got nothing to do. On-ed laptop then realised i cannot left click, so bobian got to use the mouse. Troublesome shit siak ! Lunch was bought back by mum. She came home and scolded me because i forgot to off the living room fan last night before i headed to bed. =x And this was how our conversation went..

Mum: '你不要给我看到你吹风扇！'
*Walking over to switch off then fan*
Me: '我没有吹风扇，是风扇吹我。=p'
*She turned back and started 'hitting' me with the cushions*

It was like damn funny that the both of us started laughing non-stop. Enjoying how life had been at home recently. We joked alot and can make simple things into funny things. Better still with Brother around, the whole house will be filled with laughers HAHA..

Just a short update before i get back to my work again. (:

Fat boy is spending time with his friends right now.
Hope he is having fun with them. ♥

I'm missing him.
But at the same time, doesn't want to disturb him.
I'm his independent girl. (:

2011-06-03T16:04:00.005+08:00

♥ Together, we fight as one.
Back in action on my blog again after soo long ! Anyone miss my post ? HAHA.. I'm just kidding yeah. Having EEPE lesson now, but having the urge to update blog, so here i am uh. HEHE..

As you see the picture from above, that's my awesome class, ECH T01 ! Today is HMS DAY, so yeah, all of us wore our yellow hms tee. Okays, except for like 2 person. And, almost the the entire HMS are fasting from sitting. It supposed to be from 9am-5pm, but our class is from 11am-5pm. Cos there's not lesson for us from 9am-11am !

And yeah, i'm fasting too ! I'm fasting from sitting and texting. (: I'm not soo dumb to like fast from facebook or twitter. HAHA.. Also, i had been tweeting like non-stop today from morning even until now. Sorry followers, but just have the tweeting feel today !

Classmates were like tempting each other with facebook and twitter on msn, because some of them are fasting from them. And, i'm one of them who kept tempting them ! =p Bad yeah ? But i had fun ! Haha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIA !!!
Surprises after surprises for this babe here. And, the whole class had hell lots of fun playing during our breaks from like 1pm-3pm. We basically rock the whole area outside blk 51 classroom 01-07. From smashing cake to playing with powders. High pitch screaming from almost all of the babes, and this is what you get from an almost all girls class. Not forgetting our two hunks, they rock the class too. I was like totally laughing and having soo much fun with this class !

We made the entire place sooo noisy and dirty. The floor are covered with powders, and it's like soo slippery that one may slip and fall anytime. Haha.. And i think our screamings and craziness made the people that were studying there kind of pissed off ? But too bad lah, we are having too much fun to even bother ~ =p And, even when we reached class, they were still playing with the powders. The lecturer was like laughing at us too. Now, the classroom is like sooo dirty with powders all over the floor.

Pearly said this, "Early childhood really is early childhood." HAHA..

Poor you had to suffer for not texting with me for hours.
Okays, you might not be sad, cos you had hell lots of scandals and gay partners. I DON'T CARE ! Hehe..

Miss that Fat Boy ♥

2011-05-26T14:22:00.003+08:00

♥ Better than revenge
So yeah, a long long time since i last updated yeah. Actually, i had been wanting to update for like a few times already, but the internet connection at home wasn't nice to me. Pictures cannot be uploaded, and no picture = no updating . HAHA..

Sleeping time was like screwed up, and body had been going against me now and then. Had like only 4 hours of sleep for the past 2 days away, shagged max ! Other than that, things are going fine for me ~ It's like a long long time since my days are going on smoothly. But somehow, yesterday night was kind of screwed up.

Ohya, had make-up attachment just now, and the kids are like soo love-able max !!! YingCi came up to me and hugged me, and she said, 'I like you !' After that she squeezed my cheeks . OMG ! Like sooo cute right? And, she is only like 5 years old !!!! Jayden is another sweet guy ! He never fail to smile whenever he saw me uh. And when i was like got to leave, his face changed from :D to :(( . Seriously, i was like damn sad and can't bear to leave. But no choice, i have to leave due to having lessons at 1.30pm.

Feeling super super guilty towards you right now. I know i shouldn't like how you assured me, but really can't help it. :(
Sorry, and i will tried my best to be better. Missing you ♥

p.s. Look at the time. (:

2011-05-16T14:41:00.000+08:00

♥ So i was the very last option.
Hello people ~ I'm back here post again ! (: I know it's kind of weird to post at such timing, but yeah, i'm here. Okays, i don't even know if anyone is reading this freaking dead blog loh. Kind of wondering if i re-publicize my blog yeah. But if that's so, it means, no more private stuffs here. ARGHHHHHHH ..

Currently having cdev lecture at LT73A, and it is freezing cold here !!! Brrrrr~ And, it's kind of boring now, that's why i'm here updating. The lecturer isn't interesting enough to make me focus. Arghhh.. Shall study on my own at home. Such a good girl. (: *pats shoulder* hehe.. Okays, i think i'm kind of insane, but whatever lah hoh, i happy jiu can liao ~

Okays, shall stop crapping here already. Me want go be good girl listen during lecture already, i guess~ Otherwise is browsing through other webs already. And also, i can't wait to get my new specs soon ! My eyes have been hurting recently :(

2011-05-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

♥ Perhaps, her strengths are my weakness.
Looking at all these pictures, i miss how much i've done for you. And, looking at my past blog posts, i miss those times. Scold me silly, scold me fool, but i don't know why am i having this emotional rush in me right now. Very sudden, very weird, and most importantly, i shouldn't even be thinking or missing you anymore. Maybe, it's time to say goodbye..

[Editted @ 2.34AM]
Don't say i never try to talk it out with you, don't say i never try to salvage this 'friendship', because i did. I have tried, i had tried, countless of times .. Soo much so that i'm so tired of trying already, i really want to give up soo soo much. :'( You said you had enough of being nice, then let me tell you, i had enough of all these shit quarrelling and arguement with you already. I don't even fucking understand why all these are taking place right from the start. FML.

2011-05-11T23:55:00.004+08:00

♥ Tell me how many times should i try ?
It's sooo awesome to have lesson only at 2pm. And what's more? PPCM lesson is cancel tomorrow cos lecturer is sick! Supposed to start at 1pm, but since it is cancel, lesson will only start at 3pm for me. SO hell yeah man ! Another 'no need to set alarm' day. Loving it much much ~ Hehe..

Today's written comm was soo much better than the past few lessons. The class had fun playing with Goggle Docs. Kind of made the lecture pissed off, and she told us this, 'There's angry bird, and i'm now angry lecturer.' So cute siak! Speech basic was fun as well. So basically, lessons were fun today yeah ~

Okays, enough of my day lah, kind of boring talking about it. So, blah blah blah bleh bleh bleh.. Ohya, and i check my nuffnang today during class, and noticed that i have around 20 views daily. Who come and read my dead blog ?!

Currently watching OKTO, and laughing at it. Like soo dumb man ! HOHOHOOOOO.. But too bad lah, there are no other shows for me to watch already, and i'm soo lazy to on cd. Okays, that's all for now, byeeeeeeeeeeee ~

2011-05-10T23:37:00.002+08:00

♥ You just shot me right in my head.
I will update more regularly since i haven't really have any assignments just yet. Kind of a slack course yeah. Most of my friends are like stressing over their assignments, and me?! Slacking my nights away, okays somehow uh ~

Recently, i haven't been sleeping early, and the next day, i'm always yawning my day away. *yawns* Just like during attachment just now earlier in the day. I was basically yawning away when the teachers are teaching the children. Is like can fall asleep anytime man. But after awhile, everything was soo much better. Totally love it to the max !

Everything was soo much better in the later part of the day. Met up with my babes, and we were soo gheyyy to the very max. 3 similar bags, and we all had the similar food for dinner. Soo loving right? Hehe.. Had some mind fucking sessions with them, it's soo nice serious. Popular-ed and spent hell lots of money there again. I think stationery shops and popular should ban me from going there :(

And if you guys have noticed, i had made some chances to my blog. Totally loving it much much ♥♥♥ HEHE..

2011-05-09T22:24:00.002+08:00

♥ I rather you not say anything if everything are going to be lies.
There's soo many things happening to me again. Ups and downs as usual, but why most of the time i'm feeling down? The ups just can't seem to be clear, and they only last for a short period of time. I thought after changing a new environment, things would be better, but in fact worst. If only someone can know exactly how it feels, i would cry my heart out to him/her, but i guess, impossible..

At least i have a few group of friends that made me feel soo much better being with them. Totally want to spend all my time with them, but impossible. Hais.. Fcuking pathetic life i'm having now.

Just a short emo post, will be back again soon..

2011-04-28T00:01:00.003+08:00

♥ It becomes a daily routine, like a daily dose.
Had been quite some time since i last updated yeahs. Am supposed to update about the USS trip, but currently using laptop and not netbook, so USS trip's pictures aren't with me right now. So i will be updating it at a later time, if i have the time uh.

So, school had started for me. The class wasn't as bad as i thought it was. There are nice people around, but i still miss my two babes in class. 3years being in the same class, almost seeing each other every single day, now a sudden change, kind of weird still. And, i'm still kind of not used to a almost all girls' class, it's like ermmmm.. I don't know how to describe it, but just feel weird. So me going to be friends with the 2 'roses' in class, HonKei and Elliot. Okays, actually we are friends already. HAHA..

Actually, i don't know why i'm updating my blog uh. It's like kind of still early for me, but i don't feel like reading up on the child development already, so yeah, here i am uh. Later on will be a hectic day for me, but i can't wait to attend class with T01, and meet my babes ~

2011-04-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

♥ When we look at each other, there seem to be something special.
It's been a long time since i last blogged, but this post is going to be short too. Because of some reasons, and there isn't a need for a long one too either. So, just going to keep it short, simple and sweet.

Have been looking forward to tomorrow event ever since wednesday. Those papers on my table just simply put a smile on my face when i look at it. HELL YEAH, I CANNOT WAIT FOR TOMORROW !! It will definitely be a fun fun day without any doubt. (: What's tomorrow plan? For me to know, for you to find out. On my next post perhaps? HAHA.. Also, 4E2'10 will be having a gathering, but couldn't make it. Miss that class and also missing Vasco peeps, haven't been meeting them for quite some time already.

2011-04-07T14:34:00.001+08:00

♥ A box of truth, not a single lie.
This post is going to be a emotional one. You can don't read it, just simply press the red 'x' button at the top right hand corner, no one is stopping you. All i want is to just let this feeling out, cos i have been feeling this for the whole night, the whole day, and it's terrible. FUCK IT man :(

Haven't been feeling alright ever since i passed that to you. I don't know why somehow i'm having this feelng that, i'm passing all of it to you so that i can forget all of them, but that isn't the way. And this feeling inside just seriously suck soo much, soo badly. I don't know why i teared soo easily yesterday, i should be feeling happy, should be smiling, but i'm not at all, i'm feeling totally the opposite. I thought i would feel better sleeping them away, but no, this upset feeling is still inside me. :'(

2011-04-03T19:00:00.015+08:00

♥ Why have one when you can have all?
I'm currently bored plus have nothing much to do, and that idiot chicken nehneh doesn't want to reply my text so i shall keep myself entertain while keep this dead blog updated. HAHA.. So short update about sports camp and SC outings ~

19thMARCH2011 - 22ndMARCH2011;

SPORTS CAMP 11/12
Should i say i'm lucky or what ? Because of soo many group, i'm in the same group as WenWei, which is kind of a good thing. At least i have someone i know in the group rght before the camp start. SzeMing and LiuJie were in the same group, Renatus, while me and WenWei were in Vasco.

If you know me well, i'm someone who don't talk much if i'm in a weird environment, but after i feel comfortable with you or when we have common topic, i will start talking, and my nonsense may start. So i'm not really someone who is quite or shy, just don't have the habit to start a conversation or start talking when i'm still unfamiliar with the people yeah. And, that's me. (:

VASCO !!
So i spent 4days and 3nights with this group of awesome people~ We are the smallest group, but our cheers will never lose the others. Like what Desmond said, 'It's not about the quantity, but the quality.' 7 GLs, 22 freshies, and that makes us one, VASCO ! HEHE..

After we break camp on the last day, we all spent some time outside the lecture hall to write messages on each other cape, and then we had this HTH talk. I swear i was holding my tears the whole time, until YongJie said his feelings and stuffs, he teared, and after awhile, i teared too, but stopped fast too. Then we did our last cheer before we go back. And this time, i really teared badly while doing the cheers. I don't know why, but they really gave me alot of memories.

BLUE, VASCO !
This is the also the one and only group photo that has all of us in it, pretty memorable one too. (: Taken on the last night after we had our camp fire.

26thMARCH2011;

Sports camp 1st very outing at Sentosa right after that camp. So yeah, i got tanner after camp, then sentosa, you really can't imagine how dark i got after all this 'under the sun' activities. I seriously have horrible tann and bad bad sunburn. 1st sunburn and it was a real real bad one.

Vasco played captain ball within ourselves and suddenly the sisterhoob and brotherhoob came to get us one by one, and what happen to us? We will be thrown into the sea. I was the 1st girl targetted, and i ran like all around, but in the end, i still got thrown into the sea, and the sea water is like sooo damn fucking salty uh !

JOLINE, JOY, JINGTING, MIINWEI, JOEY ~
After that the throwing and stuffs, we (Vasco) headed to koufu to eat. After eating, we all gathered together and started talking, somehow like some 'bonding' session uh. Some left first, while the rest headed back to the beach.

Pretty sunset ~
Caught this pretty sunset at Sentosa while chatting with the babes and some Gls along the beach. They were talking about first impression and eyecandy. I was like listening to the conversation, and at the same time staring at the pretty sunset ~

Sunset, actually bring back lots of memories for me. And boy, you should know why. 5JUNE2010.

VASCO
Our group photo for that night. We headed to Vivo after Sentosa, bought our dinner and all of us went up to the Sky Garden to have our dinner together. Sat together in our group, had dinner and started chatting.

Left at 10plus with some guys that are living at the west area. So yeah, i'm the only girl, and somehow, i was being bullied uh. One guy from Forza used pick up line on me, and the very first one he used, i totally catch no ball at all. Okays, then throughout the journey, they made me feel sooo dumb.

29thMARCH2011;

This picture was supposed to be a Vasco group photo before YongJie leave. But everyone joined it, so here it is. (:

A Vasco plus Forza outing at Gaddiel's place. Played basketball, slacked around at the function room then pizza ! It was supposed to be a bbq, but we doesn't have anything prepared in advance, so a change of plan.

See the number of boxes of pizza? All of it were gone within like split seconds~ Okays, a bit of 夸张 uh, but all of it were gone fast. They ordered another 6boxes, and it was gone fast too. No wastage of food yeah ~

Sat around and chatted with the GLs and also, Vasco peeps. As usual, the GLs are forever asking for people's eyecandy. HAHA.. Then after awhile, the guys gathered togeher to have a DTD talk, i went over and they chases me away. FYI, DTD talk = Dick To Dick talk. Now you know why i'm being chased away :(

Cleared up the mess in the function room then we headed outside to have some phototaking session until the security guards chased us. Seriously, they were damn rude uh, keep scolding us for no valid reasons and stuffs. Unreasonable max man..

This is one of the photo taken outside the function room before we got chased out by the super ultra extreme unreasonable security guards. They seriously shoud be screamed right in their face man. ARGHHHHHHH..

There are still many other photos, want to see? View it on facebook because i'm gettig lazy to post already. Somemore, chicken nehneh has ended work already, so bye peeps.. More update if i'm not lazy, so stay tune yeahs ~

FYI, i took around 2 and a half hour to get this post done.
Time check; 9.34PM

2011-04-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

♥ HOLY MAMA !!
HOLY MAMA ! WE ARE VASCO, VASCO NOT VARSCO, VASCO NOT VARSCO ! STRONGER THAN SUPERMAN ! ~ BETTER THAN SPIDERMAN ! ~ FASTER THAN MR FLASH ! ~ SEXIER THAN WONDERWOMAN ! ~

Yeah, i'm back from camp. Okays, i'm back since a long long time ago, just that i haven't been using the computer and lazy to blog like usual ~ Haha.. Although i'm back from camp, but i'm like still busy all day long. I'm either hanging out with Vasco peeps, SSC peeps, otherwise my babes. Worst, spending time at work =x And, i'm having tooo much fun recently, ~~so some random pictures below with short summary about it.~~

Okays, i'm kind of lazy to do so, because there're too much. =x Pictures are all at facebook ~ Want to see, then look for it yourself! HAHA..

2011-03-18T23:28:00.006+08:00

♥ You are the best thing that have ever been mine.
Hello people, i'm back here blogging once again. Otherwise when i'm back from camp, i swear i will be mad lazy to post about toay. So here shall be an update when everything is still fresh in my mind. HAHA..

EAST COAST ~
So i spent my entire day since morning till night with this great bunch of awesome people~ Kind of a last minute gathering, although not many turned up, but just the few of us, we still had hell lots of fun together. Totally didn't regret going even with Aaron and HuiDa pangseh-ing me.

Met up with some of them at Batok Mrt, some at Je platform, then some at Bedok and Ecp itself. On the way to bedok in the Mrt, they started playing cards. Yeah, playing poker cards while we are standing up, and there are like tons of people looking at us. Haha..

So yeah, a supposed to be pinic became a cycling session. It was all Kenneth's idea. So we cycled from Ecp area C all the way to Changi Village, and the back again. We went passed 3 parks, East Coast Park, Pasir Ris park and Changi Beach Park. Like hell lots lah, but the journey was funny. Especially when we were spamming bells at each other, i can't help but to be irritating today. HAHA..

Seriously, i don't know why my bike's chain will like forever come dropping out. It's kind of idiotic. But thanks to WeiEn, my bike came working once again. He is like damn awesome can? He noticed something is not right, stopped and helped me to get the chain back on. He said he doesn't want to get his hands dirty, but it still got dirty in the end, i'm soo sorry man. He helped alot man, also with my dslr. THANKS YOU SOO MUCH !!

CHANGI ~
We had quite a hard time finding our route to Changi Village, so we stopped somewhere at Changi, where i don't know where is the place too. But opposite is Pulau Ubin, that's all i know. And they kept saying is the end of Singapore. So we just stopped some where and took a picture ~ The view there is awesome, or should i said, the view all along was pretty. HEHE..

So the camera kept on coming out of my bag non-stop. We snap snap snap, and snapped more than 200 pictures man. It's like soo much, more than the amount of pictures taken during Night Cycling. Many many photographers for today uh~

CHANGI VILLAGE ~
Found our way to Changi Village and some had their meals eaten. I don't know is lunch or dinner, because it's like 3plus 4plus? Then Candy and Vincent left us 1st while the rest of us headed back to ECP. Returned our bicycle then Zainul came to meet us, settled ourself at coffee bean and started playing cards.

When we first stepped in, the air con was like marvellous, and the sofa seats were like mad comfy~ Like heaven like that. Haha.. The sun was like soooo fucking hot that i got tanner. But YiXiang's was worst. I can't stop laughing at them. Some of them left, so i'm the only girl left with 6guys.

Had TCS [Talk cock session] with them, played bluff. The games were hell fucking funny, i was laughing throughout and poor me and WeiEn can never get our turns, because YiXiang kept on lying, and Ken kept on catching. And they came up with a theory, YiXiang = Liar. They also kept on reminiscing the past, soo many awesome and wonderful memories man.

Enjoyed myself with them today. Thanks guys for all today man, i want to meet up with you guys soon again. And seriously, i feel kind of stupid with them. Okays, maybe i'm just stupid. Hais... More pictures up on facebook~

2011-03-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

♥ I miss you, but there's nothing i can do..
A long long time ever since i blogged. Basically it is because i'm busy, and doesn't really have the time to touch my netbook. So, this explains the lack of update on this 'no one reading' blog.

And recently, there's soo much things happening. Both good and bad, happy and sad, smile and tears, ups and downs. Sometimes, i too don't know how i'm feeling, like a total mixed feelings. Okays, craps~

You see those above? They are my new toys~ And i got them in one day after the other, so the amount spend at one go is like 'WOW!' Spend exactly $3003.16 in 2days. Thanks soo much to my awesome parents for getting them for me. Cousin scolded mum because she spoilt me too much =x Just spent almost $2k on a laptop and next day, a dslr.

After getting soo much new things, i feel like changing my phone too. =x But i don't know how to tell my parents yeah~ I think if i tell them, they will scream at me or something. But also, recently haven't seen them much, because when i'm home, they are asleep. And when i'm awake, they are out for work =c

12thMARCH2011;

Night Cycling ~
HuaYi annual Night cycling yeah~ Last year i went as a student, this year, official. Same as last year, we cycled from ECP all the way back to HuaYi. The route changed a little. Also, this year break times were all shorter than last year. But overall, quite an enjoyable event cause of the awesome group. (:

GROUP 6 !
Which is also the volleyball group uh. And i think also the smallest group among the 8groups, but we still had hell lots of fun despite the small number of us ~ (: This is also the one and only group photo that have all of us.

Another group photo~ In fact, there are sooo many many more. Lots of jump shots and funny shots yeah, but they will not be up here, cos it will take hell long for it to be uploaded on blogger. Want to see, can check it out on my facebook.

HYVB'11
They worked hard and achieved what they deserve to. Congrats babes, you guys had done a great job. Work hard for the upcoming O's (:

A short update, more to come when i have the photos or when the photos are uploaded. Next few days will be a busy one.

2011-03-03T23:55:00.002+08:00

♥ I'm not superman, neither am i superwoman.
It's 3rd March, so yeah~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! (:
Okays, so Vaneylee called me at 2/2 11.59pm and counted down to my birthday, then Rahman called. Thanks you! After i hung the phone, my door bell rang. My 4 lovelies babes and dudes are out there right at my doorstep. The first thing after i made my wish and blow the candle, i was splahsed with water. Cold water somemore, and in the middle of the night! HAHA..

So they came in, started eating cake, and then playing cakes in the house. And we're playing with Haagen Dazs ice cream cake. I swear my hair smelling like belgian chocolate till i bathe. It's soo uncool, especially when i washed them, then i tio cake again. So basically, i went in and out of the toilet numbers of times. When Tay was wanting to give me my gift, i was like freaking out, cos i seriously don't know what stupid ideas they can come out with. I was laughing and they were laughing at me too, sooo fucking dumb. Jersey from them, and i love it soo much ♥♥♥ Thanks again !

Met them at batok mrt, and i'm late. =x Okays, it's like forever i'm late recently. Headed down to presb. to watch vball match then headed back to school for training. I never touch ball at all, so was sitting down there through using phone, itouch and listening songs. Many things came in my mind too ~

Waited for them then headed to jp for dinner. Pizza hut for dinner, Mummy's treat. Sadly, dad got to rush back for work =c And seriously, my dad and mum had been sooo awesome to me recently ! (Y) Birthday gift from them is ... ... HEHE. I haven't get yet, it will be belated, so i will reveal in a later time ~ Caught Gnomeo and Juliet, then met Raymond awhile cos he want to pass me something. Thanks for the gift. (: And my batt was running low, and couldn't contact Vaneylee, so i went back. Sorry girl!

A simple 17th birthday spent. Thanks people for all the wishes on facebook, twitter, sms and even call. Ohya, also THANKS YOU AMOSCHOY for ********(: Talked to him in school cos he's still around and he's like mad shy, like forever lah. But still thanks, cos it's kind of awkward to get that uh, you know i know ~ HAHA..

2011-03-02T22:11:00.002+08:00

♥ There's always lies in between your words.
Hello peeps, it's already 2nd March, and this shows how fast time flies. Yeah, i'm not looking forward to tomorrow's arrival. And, this is also the last time i'm posting before i turn 17, and that like in an hour time or so. Okays, whatever shit~

174-ed home alone after work today, looked out of the window throughout the entire journey, and soo many stuffs went through my mind. Happy, sad, all the mix emotions~ Also, i saw the sunset. I don't know why, but i enjoy looking at sunset, and i always want to see the sunrise, but i've yet to witness one.

Okays, soo much things that i don't know how to say. I want to scream lah ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!! Okays, will blog again soon ~

2011-02-24T01:59:00.004+08:00

♥ Once promises are broken, they become lies.
There're too many shit stuffs happening to me all at one shot, but lucky me, i do have my great friends by my side. (: There're too much to say, but i don't think this site is some where i will want to let out this time round. Maybe some other days when things get better?

And, can all shit stuffs be cleared by 28thfeb?? I want my march to be a great one because it's my birthday month!! Otherwise, don't let march arrive until everything is better.. Okays, i'm mad tired after a long day just now, shall get some sleep already, nights people~

2011-02-20T00:29:00.003+08:00

♥ Your smile is the reason to my smile.
The picture is taken with Vaneylee's polaroid, and it's kind of blur because i used my itouch to take it. I don't know why i didn't use my camera instead when i had it with me. Had been using itouch to take pictures recently instead of camera. Maybe because i barely had the time to use netbook uh. Polaroid is cool, but i still prefer a DSLR~ Anyone want to get it for me?! AHAHAHAHA..

So i spent my afternoon at MRLIMks place with my dear class, 4E2'10~ A simple class outing, but an awesome one. In fact, times spent with them are always soo great. (: MRLIM showed us the pictures taken at NewZealand when he and his wife went for honeymoon last year. And the pictures are mad chio, the scenery there are *speechless* man! I want to go to NewZealand tooo !! And i will definitely get a DSLR first before even going there. Blackjack, mahjong, bridge, wii, and many more games kept all of us entertained for the few hours we spent there. MRLIM and MRSLIM were great host !! ((: TYSM !

Celebrated CheukHeng's 17th after phototaking. Sang birthday songS. Yeahs, birthday songs of different languages, English, Chinese, Malay and Korean ~ After that, some went home and some of us headed to Lot1 to catch a movie, Just go with it. Awesome show~ And this is also the 3rd movie of the week. I bet cinemas had been earning alot from people like us. HAHA..

I'm dreading time to reach noon, because there's work, and i hate it. Because i'm a only a pt, and my shitty schedule is like a ft! This sucks okays ! It's not like as if i'm lacking of money or whatever, ARGHHHHHHH !!! Worst, my dear girl is sick, so i'm working full alone. =c Okays, i'm having tay to accompany me till 6pm only. For the next 5hour, alone. CRAP !!!

Having a super bad habit of blogging only after 12am, going in to room only after 2am, and only sleeping after 3am. This is kind of crazy, but i just can't change this bad habit eh, how how how how?! And currently, i'm having don't know what bites or isit rashed on my legs. They are many my legs sooo fcuking itchy that i cannot stop scratching !!! Okays, soo much for now, will be back again soon ~

11♥ Whenever i see your name, i always have the urge to talk to you, but i always never talk to you. :( Everything of you made me smile.. Misses

2011-02-19T02:40:00.007+08:00

♥ Can we make the impossible possible?
This picture was taken on the release of O's results, 10FEBRUARY'11. One of the girls clique of 4E2'10 (: And, a great bunch of friends too. Will miss these group of friends, or instead, i will miss the whole class of 4E2'10. They are a bunch of awesome people ~ HAHA.. Okays, i will be meeting them later on! (:

Look at my pictures? I have tann skin and chubby cheeks! And that's who i am, JOEYCHUAXUEYUN ! Yes, i said my full name, cos that's my name, and i'm proud to say it, and i love my skin colour and chubby cheeks~ (: Okays, kind of random, but what so ever ~~

Some ranting stuffs below, if you don't want to read it. You can just use your mouse and move the bloody arrow to the 'x' button on the top right hand corner, no one is going to stop you . (: TYVM.

First;
So are you guys jealous? Or envy? Perhaps both i guess, but even if so, you guys don't have to backstab. Like, HELLO, we don't owe you a single shit. We are a faster learner, so you have a problem with that?! If you guys really are jealous or envy or whatever shit, just prove us and them wrong, show that you guys can do it. You guys don't have to be like a bunch of losers doing such stuffs. And, you are the one who said stuffs, and then you went telling people we were the one who said it? For god sake, you are like doing some obvious shit that making people know that you are lying. Even if you want to lie, use your brain abit leh ! And when we doesn't say a single stuffs, you better not go overboard, we do have our limits too okays?! You want people to respect you? How do you want to have people to respect you when you are doing such stuffs?! USE YOUR BLOODY BRAIN, unless you tell me you don't have one, then i've got nothing to say. Just bloody shut your fucking mouth up, MFs. Don't put words into others' mouths.

Second;
I hate you? Actually, i don't. I just simply dislike and hate how you do stuffs, handle problems and how you treat people. You can said you cherish someone or something, but your actions proved otherwise. So what you want me to believe? Your words? Or what i see with my own eyes? It's not like i never try talking things out with you. I did, and it's not only once, but how did things turn out? Doesn't the whole cycle still keep repeating over and over again? If i said it all out, things won't be better. Okays, maybe it will, just for the next few days only. After that, history repeat. It's always like that, because your words always twist and turn. You think i like how things are between us now? Sorry, but i don't like it, but what can i do? If you can't make your decisions well and handle all stuffs properly, then sorry, i will just walk away, not going to bother a single stuffs anymore.
Perhaps only when you realise your mistakes and you're willing to change that's when we can start a proper conversation again. And, only when things could get better between us, perhaps that's when i can open myself up to you like how i used to again.

Third;
I don't know what's between us right now, but i hate it soooo fucking much. But i seriously don't know what should i do. Because always when i'm finding ways to solve the problems, you are always changing the solutions to the problems. And there's like no ways for me to solve it at all. It's simple like, i'm always taking a step forward, you take two steps back, then how on earth will we ever stand on the same line? It's like impossible if this continues. Honestly, i don't know since when you had played such a part in me. I only realise it when you are drifting and getting away, perhaps it's kind of late. But really, i do want us to be back like how we used to be. :'(

So much for now. There're really too much stuffs for me to handle, too much things for me to say all at one go. But i doubt they will even come here and read, and even if they do, will they know they are the one i'm referring to? I doubt so. Hais.. This is life, can't do anything but to accept all these harsh reality.

I fucking miss number 11 :'(

2011-02-14T23:11:00.006+08:00

♥ It's when we both look at each other and smile.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMOSCHOYXIANHAO !
And also, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL. (:
So my few days of 'busy-ness' are finally over, and i can finally like get some rest. Good and bad things happening all these while. Aiyah, i just don't know how to explain it. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH... Short update for my past few days uh.

Friday; Work > Tze Cha for dinner at BB > TCC's house to 拜年, mahjong and blackjack > home-d at near 5am.
Saturday; Tay's house > LHH's place with 4E2'10 > Lot 1 with the guys for dinner > 拜年 at mum's boss' place.
Sunday; Work > My place for steamboat, haagen dazs's ice cream cake, blackjack and 8 9~
Thanks Simon for the ice cream cake. (:
Monday; School for scoring and watch vball matches > Home for steamboat.

So that's how i spent my past few days. Won some money tooo (: Haha.. Going to have a shopping trip with dumb on wednesday before heading to work. Going to pamper myself after all the fcuked up stuffs and hardwork for work, heheheee.. Best thing is, pay will be in just right before birthday, that made it more awesome~

To someone;
So thank you super much for lying uh. Who's the one who said that, and who's the one who is doing it uh? Such a man to your words. And stop thinking soo fucking highly of yourself, who the fuck do you think you are? Some great person that everyone need uh? Dream on lah, MOTHERFUCKERCHEEBYEEEEEEE. Just go and ask around, and you will know how many people dislike the way you do stuffs. Yeah, i'm sooo bloody bu shuang with you, you have any fucking problem with it?! I won't say i hate you, but i just simply dislike the way you treat people and HATE the way you lie.
*Don't ask me who is it referring to, because i won't say it. It's for me to know, for you to find out. TYVM. (:

2011-02-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

♥ Dream, and i remember every single details of it.
Need to do some ranting here again. Past few days had been ranting to Rahman. He texted me so rant alot out at him. Sorry, but thanks for listening too uh. (: Also, thanks Casper for hearing me out too. (: Too many things happening all at one go, no matter how strong i am, it's kind of impossible to handle it all of it. Thanks to my girls for being around for me, love them sooo much.

Work for full day yesterday, and i fucking swear my mood was hell crap, thanks to Rauzan and Tham for helping me along in the kitchen. Everything was soo screwed up that i really don't wish to talk about it uh.

As for today, read something and made me hell angry, told TCC and Tay about it, and they kept laughing about it. Soo bad! Met TCC at westmall then headed to HuaYi to watch match. I think i'm the most happy when i'm back in school watching match, especially when HCI is around, HAHA..

The time now is 11.04PM, and i'm loving this numbers~ And, i had an awesome dream about that person! (: You know i know, so just shut up ! HAHA.. Ohya, my appeal was successful, and i'm being posted to NP early childhood, is anyone there? That's all for now, shall go and stare and go gah gah over some stuffs~ BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

2011-02-06T01:42:00.002+08:00

♥ If only you know it all, i miss you.
I'm back once again~ HAHA.. I'm like blogging all day long, okays should be daily instead. It is like some how became a habit, or maybe it's because i've no one to talk to, so i'm like talking to my blog instead. But whatever~ Since no one really come here to read, so i can crap all i want, rant, and whatever shit stuffs here. Heheeeee..

So basically, 3rd day of CNY was spent at work. Full day work somemore, 12pm-11pm. And, i bloody hell smell-ed like milk the whole fcuking day man, even i myself bth siak !! Burnt my own fingers for like upteem times, like super stupid and dumb, but it wasn't on purpose like obviously~ Plus, all those crazy talkings and crapping with them all, made it a fun day at work. But some bloody fcuking customers just made me get fcuking pissed off easily.

Agrrrhhhhh, i don't know what's with me recently these days. I can be happy over the slightest thing, but i can also get pissed off with the slightest thing. So no point trying to understand me, because i think i'm the hardest person to understand on earth. HAHA..

Okays, shall end off here and be back soon~ I'm tired like fcuk now, it's 2.26am. =c And i got to wake up early again later on, soo screwed up! whatsoever~~

2011-02-05T02:51:00.003+08:00

♥ I'll be on the top, just watching you fall.
Hello peeps ~ I'm back again. 2nd day of chinese new year was over. Screwed up + awesome day. 1st half of the day was damn fcuking screwed up, that i'm holding back my tears, fcuking sucks to the very max !! ARGHHHHH.. Don't want to talk about it, really super fcuked up + screwed up.

However, my 2nd half of the day was awesome. Went THAMZHIYIN's. Watch tv, eat, crap, blackjack and then mahjong. Lose money, but at least, fun and it made my day better. Awesome time spending with them tooo, love it sooo much ! (: Cab fare was sponsor-ed, so yeahs ~ Now, i'm sooo looking forward to friday, or maybe the whole of next weekends. Heheeee..

I feel like a crazy girl now who is like blogging in the middle of the night, instead of sleeping. Plus, i'm like having a full day work later on. Okays, not full day, but it's like 11hours?! Like kind of hardcore siak, but work will be fun with the awesome people there. ~

Also, my next week schedule is like kind of planned, and seriously, i'm loving it. I will have like no worries to like anything now. Even my appeal, honestly. I don't even know if i wish that my appeal is successful or not, but be it successful a not, i will only either land myself in TP or NP. And, i'm looking forward to go back to school also, because of HCI matches, but i think it will be kind of awkward if i saw them. But, what so ever lah hoh~ =x

Okays, time check now is 3.13 AM, got to shut my netbook off, and use itouch instead. Pray hard i will be able to wake up later on~

2011-02-04T01:11:00.000+08:00

♥ Perfectly imperfect
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO MY COCK FACE BROTHER !!! (:

So chinese new year is here, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL ! (: My first day of new year was so-so?! Because there's things that pissed me off, and things that made me happy. But overall, not a really good day for me. Pissed off, irritated and feeling like total crap > stuffs that made me happy.

Just a simple text from godbro(cousin), made me felt a little better. He just got married last year november, and he doesn't have to give angbaos because it's their 1st year. But he gave me one today when i'm like sitting at the corner of the house using my ipod touch, and daydreaming. Although the amount isn't alot, but it's the thoughts that counts, and i think i'm the only one who got it! Just this made me slightly better after my kind of screwed up day. THANKS SOO MUCH !!!

I don't know why, but just that made me feel like i'm being dote. And, i love this feeling ~ Had been pampered by my parents since young, so you can said i'm spoilt yeah. I have bad attitude and characters at times, and one thing, i'm fcuking stubborn. HEHEHE.. But, that's me. Ohyah, and i'm a late birth kid ! Somehow i feel unique and special for that, because people all normally early birth, but i'm late birth. Also, i'm the only grandchild who had my grandfather's (dad's side) genes. Yes, he is a malay, and that explains my tann skin tone, but i'm loving it ~

That's all for now, more updates soon when i have the time~ Because work will be starting soon, but i'm enjoying myself at work too. (: And, i'm also currently waiting for my posting results again too.

2011-01-28T03:33:00.001+08:00

♥ A part of me, and i'm missing you.
It's 3.33AM now, and i'm still awake. Reason is because i stayed up to appeal for my courses. Yeah, after like soo much of decision, tears, quarrels, arguements and blah blah blah blah, i still chose to appeal. I appeal is not because i don't like my course or what, is just that the distance. But one of my appeal choice, there's still one of it from TP, so yeah ~

So for those who don't know, i'm posted to TP Visual Communication. And i had appeal-ed to Early Childhood NP, Early Childhood TP and Hotel and Leisure Facilities Management NP. Actually, i don't know what i want now either, shall just see how things go, and i'll just follow the flow. I definitely will not regret and make sure i will do well in either of the course i get in. So, all the best to me.

2011-01-26T01:11:00.001+08:00

♥ Obsessed, mesmerized.
Gah gah gahhhhh.. I've been rather crazy recently! (: Hehe.. And i spent like almost my whole day searching for something. It's like i'm getting false hope most of the time, but in the end, hard work do pay off, and it made me a happy girl! (: There's a will, there's a way. Just keep going and never give up, have this spirit and you will get/achieve what you want.

Okays, enough of my craziness. Otherwise my whole large blog post will be about that. Haha.. So posting results will be out soon in like less than 7hours time, and i really really wish that i will get into my 1st choice of course even when my results didn't met the target. I promise i will study really really hard if i get into that course. Please let me be happy when i read my messge from i don't know what number in the morning later, i don't want to cry over it anymoreee :(

2011-01-20T22:50:00.003+08:00

♥ Always have, always will.
Okays, i'm back blogging again. And i have decided already, i will not blog about my last week, because there's really way too much. Plus, this busy girl here don't have soo much time too. But maybe i will still have it up, a brief one, not detailed, maybe that is better uh. HAHA.. Aiyah, depend on my mood when i got those pictures from Vincent.

So for the past few days, i'm either busy going out, watching match or working. I rarely had the time to stay at home. Which means, not much time to use netbook too. Also, i'm very lazy to update about my life. Is like, who the hell will be interested to know what am i doing or whatever shit stuffs? No one~

Enough of craps, i'm lazy to blog already. I will staying over at my lovely babe house tomorrow~ Heheheeeee.. Will blog again soon when i have time. (: So people, click on my nuffnang apps.

Ohyahhhhh, and i'm like having 3 different shades of tann at my back ! What is this man ?! And this happened during chalet. And i think is during swimming then cycling, but there isn't huge sun either eh. But why i got more tann ?! Hmmmmmm ~

2011-01-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

♥ You come and you go, and it happens all the time.
Hello peoeple out there yeah ~ I'm back once again. Schedule was kind of tight recently that's why i'm lack of update, and i haven't been touching my netbook for quite some time either. My last week was kind of busy, and ever since i have ipod touch, i'm kind of lazy to use the netbook at times too. And, on ipod touch means, not alot of updates of blog, but mostly on twitter. So you guys can follow me, twitter.com/JOEYC56392 (:

Actually wanted to update about the past few days, but i still haven't get some pictures yet, so there will be some delay uh. But i can't promise that i will have it all post up, it depends on my mood~ So don't look forward to it, because there're actually too much, and i'm really kind of lazy too. =x That's me uh, can't blame meeee ~

Ohya, and about my O's results. I did well, and didn't did well too. Both good and bad, but the disappointing feelings are much more than the satisfying feelings yeahs. I was upset about ny freaking results for like 2 whole days, and yes, i teared quite alot too. The first time i teared in 2011 is because of my results okays! Wtf lah! Tskkk.. Okays, not to forget those who cheered me up and talked alot sense to me. MrLimKokSing, Zhou JiaoLian, Ye JiaoLian, Rahman, Casper and YingPing. Also Jason, he explained about the courses and stuffs to me. Thanks soo much yeahs, not to forget my girls too.. (:

And those people who want to know where i applied. I chose poly over jc. My results are better for poly instead of jc, and i know my own standards and limits, i won't be able to handle those work loads and stress for jc, so poly is a better choice for me yeahs. My first choice is Banking and Financial Service at NP, second is Accountancy (NP), third and forth is the same as the first two, just that it's at SP. So yeahs~ that's about it uh.

Will be back updating again soon when i have the time, stay tune people ~

2011-01-09T16:32:00.000+08:00

♥ It's a choice of your own.
Hello people ~ I'm back blogging again. I'm off today and the next two days, wednesday working morning shift then off for next two days again. Like shiok only lah ~ So basically, i'm only working on wed for the weekdays for the upcoming week. Haha..

It's the 9th of January already, which means, tomorrow will be the release of GCE O's Level results !! Kind of looking forward, but also not looking forward at the same time. Maybe it's because i'm having high expectation for myself bah. At least a 12 points for my R4, and i will be satisfied, of course if can under 10 is the best lah. Just pray hard for all the best already ~

Ohya, i'm having great plan for the upcoming weeks~ Results, THAMZHIYIN's 17th, Midnight 'party' with cp peeps, Chalet ~ The week is going to be awesome ~ Hehe.. Will be back blogging again soon when i have the time.

2011-01-06T01:19:00.003+08:00

♥ 比起永远落空的心痛，宁可选择遗忘，不再期待。
Hello people~ I'm here once again to update my dead plus no one visiting blog. So basically, i've started work and had worked for 6days in a row. And only a few words to sum up for work, IT'S SIMPLY GREAT! The people there are the ones who made work soo awesome~ And they are lovely. Also, i have met many different kind of customers there from different places around the world.

And i have a new 'friend', named Rauzan. He is friendly and taught me quite a lot of stuffs too. Went to clear the rubbish and took some stuffs from the storeroom cos the both of us ended work already. Done with the things then sat at the storeroom see him smoke, or rather smell smoke? Chatted with him and he shared his past relationship with me. Said then came down too, for i don't know why. Maybe cause we went down too long? He started smoking too, and chatted with them for a while before going back up again. Both of them told me quite alot of things, and they're friendly. ~

Okays, enough of work already. So i'm off today ! And i have quite alot of stuffs going on later. Will be heading to school for a little while too later i guess, and maybe meeting up with GohJieXiang later on if i'm not lazy ~ Ohya, parents are also leaving for genting soon in a few hours time, and it happened to be my off day too. So i will be alone at home with my ~~sweet cute little~~ devil idiotic brother. Haha..

2011-01-04T22:17:00.008+08:00

♥ You are the reason to my independence..
Sorry people for the lack of update. Before the 31st of December, i was kind of busy chiong-ing show, 恶魔在身边. The show was awesome~ Okays, and from 31st onwards, i started work which made me have lesser time to touch my netbook cos if i worked night shift by the time i reached home will be like 12am plus ? Anyways, work was great, and i'm loving it. The people there are friendly and awesomeeee ~

So i spent my last few mintues of 31st December with my two lovely babes. They came to find me after i knock off, yeah, i have work on the last day of 2010. Whatever ~ So we walked from centrepoint all the way til ion orchard there? Some where near there. Counted down at there to the new year, sad thing is, no fireworks .

THAMZHIYIN !
3rd year counting down with this babe over here. 1st year was at Andy's house with ongzhipeng. And we played pranks on Szeting and Terence. HAHA.. 2nd year was at BoonLay there with the Anjngs?, together with Andy and gangs ~

TAYSZEMING !
1st year counting down with this ass. Like forever cannot overnight or something one? =x Ohya, she stayed around at orchard for more than 12hours on the 31st. Hehe..

Counted down then walked back to somerset so that we can take train back. And on our way back, we happened to saw the basketball guys. This year B'boys uh. Started fooling around with them and played with the spray awhile. Headed to MRT, someone sent tham to Pasir Ris, while the me and ming joined the rest to arcade for awhile..

Pictures from Eugene's Dslr ~

My face look fcuking round here, but what so ever lah ~ I seriously, can't be bothered man. I know i'm fat and whatever shit lah. It's like cui ttm man =c

Mrt-ed home with tay around 1plus near 2am. A tiring day, especially after work. Nothing really special? But it's kind of enjoyable uh. Will be back updating again soon, when i feel like. Btw, click on my nuffnang adv, TYVM ~

THAILAND TRIP; 30nov-5dec.

2010-12-26T00:53:00.003+08:00

♥ Take me back to those times.
As promised, here's the post on my trip. But of course, not all the pictures are uploaded here uh. There's like a total of 1186 pictures in my entire thailand trip's album. The rest of the pictures are all up on my facebook already, a total of 6 albums. It took my like hours to transfer all the pictures from my camera to the net book, and then rotating it, and hours to upload them on facebook.

It might take some time to load because there are quite a number of pictures, so enjoy (: There's a 'older post' and a 'newer post' buttons below, so if want to look at the past posts, just click on it. And, i have cleared my cbox too. Click on my nuffnang adv! TYVM.

Day 1; 30th nov

Took some photos while waiting for mum's friend to call before heading down to airport. Didn't took with mum cos she's like scolding us, dad is included. Haha.. I tried wanting to take with her, in the end, she showed me the -.- face.

Reached airport then checked in and stuffs before heading in the departure hall? I don't know lah, i just follow only. =x Accompanied dad to smoke while i don't know where the rest go to uh. After that when going to board the plane, met them on the way.

The plane ~

Sat with my stupid brother, actually supposed to be sitting with dad, but he insisted to change sit with dad so that he can sit next to me, even when i keep telling him, 'I don't want sit with you lah.' HAHA.. So sitting with him = camwhore ~

That stupid asshole then started chiong-ing sms zhabors that he ps-ed me, so i kept on disiao him and he bohiew-ed me. I carried on until he pointed me _l_ HAHA.. I love disturbing him until he buay tahan siak, and i don't know why~

Camwhore-ed alone then disturbed brother. He kept on bohiew-ing me that i gave up. So kept myself entertain before falling asleep on the plane. Listen songs, played games, looked at the views outside, and blah blah blah..

Took some pictures from the plane.. Ohya, i was sitting right next to the window by the way~ HAHA.. Can learn some geography. Meanders? Or don't know what lah. I don't study rivers and coasts for physical geog, so i know nothing about it.

The bag looking fcuking huge, but actually it isn't really big uh. It turned out huge maybe because it's taken near yeah~ Lousy photographer, which is obviously my mum =x And that bag contains my clothes for the trip.

Reached thailand's airport around 8plus 9plus (Singapore's time). Thailand's time is an hour slower than sg time. Waited for the person and stuffs, so took out camera and started snapping again. Haha~

Daddy got this super huge cigarette at only S$23. And inside has 10packs. It looks so cool, of cos spammed photos with it uh. =x Of course, daddy didn't finished all the 10packs in like 6days although he is like keep on smoking. He gave the rest to the thai people there..

Cindy's room ~

Living room ~

Kitchen/Dining area ~

My family's room ~
Stayed at BanWaRee. Not hotel, it's like a chalet? Or maybe a normal house. It has 3rooms, and every room has different design. And, i swear the place is mad chio and colourful. Best thing is that, there's wifi. Haha.. Each floor has 2house, and all of it is of different design too~

Had dinner at the night market area there. Ate kuay tiao soup, while dad and bro had beef noodle or something. The food is nice. One of the best i had eaten for the 6days in thailand. Okays, maybe cos i'm picky when it comes to food and drinks. But whatever~

Idiotic brother of mine ~

Some vegetarian food. It's damn fcuking gross lah. Fried frogs, fried cockroaches, fried grasshoppers, fried flies and fried mealworms. Even when i took pictures of it, i'm kind of scared that suddenly one of it will come flying/jumping out.

Brother somehow ate those disgusting food. And he was like telling cindy, 'I eat 1, you eat 1 okays? Fair fair..' So he started eating 1, then continue eating a few more. He like 越 eat 越爽 siak, i see liao also feel disgusted. =x After that he jiu keep ask cindy to eat, and everyone keep persuade her to eat. And, she ate. See the difference between her expression after eating it, and the expression after brother eating it. Mad funny man..

Aunty Gina ~
She's the one who bought those 'food' and asked us if we wanted some. Okays, no one ate the frog cos all said it was disgusting. It looked like frog kena smashed flat flat then go fry one, damn gross~

After eating the fried mealworms, he continue eating more. He eat flies, and grasshoppers, i think. He said it's cruchy cruchy one, taste like butter one? I don't have the guts to try, so yeah~ Wahahahaha..

This superb cute baby came by when we're eating. Gave her the orange i'm eating and she's mad happy. Damn cute lah. Also, she has chubby cheeks like me ! No wonder sooo cute lah. Haha.. Joking, i'm not cute at all. Just crapping only.

Headed shopping at the night market after that and happened to saw this bull dog. Mad cute, and also very 乖, never anyhow move around or whatever so one. Daddy still go disiao the owner ask her whether do she sell her dog. Haha. It's a guy anyway..

Shopped around then had starbuck. It's way cheaper than singapore's one of course. Around S$3 plus only for the small cup. But honestly, i still preferred coffee bean to starbuck. Haha.. Headed back to the 'hotel', showered and stuffs before heading to bed.

Day 2; 1st dec

Pancake ~
Breakfast at the 'hotel' lobby. Had pancake, and it tastes kind of weird~ Not like singapore's. Worst, there's no maple syrup, only got honey. I don't know, just think it's weird, not my liking perhaps. Brother had rice with pork. And it became like porridge? But, it's nice, i like~

Waited at lobby for i don't know what. (kind of forgotten already =x) So camera out and started snapping. The things there are colourful, and it only has 1 of each thing, somehow like limited edition? But not branded obviously uh. It's thailand eh~ LOL.

Daddy looked like some gangster =x

While waiting for the tuk tuk.

I love the strong wind blowing~

The 'hotel's' tuk tuk.

Thailand's cars ~

The noodles sold on the street.

Daddy ~

Brother ~

Thailand's ~~MRT~~ BTS. Kind of different from singapore. They had 'stores' in the station, but there's no food and drinks in the train. Ohya, there's still MacDonald's the ice-cream thing there loh. Like soo weird lah. Somemore, the station soo long, the train doesn't even fit the entire station lah, unlinke Singapore's ~

Went to pray first before heading to MBK. It is fcuking huge okays, 7 storeys. Don't know how many millions shops lah. Okays, not that much, i'm just exgerrating. But it's real big that kind of hard to find certain shops if you want to go back again uh. Can play hide and seek there, super fun. Haha..

Lunch-ed at food court. And, it's like super troublesome, still need change to coupons then can buy food. Better still, the food is like ~!@#$%^&*()_+ , i ate a few strands of the udon and stopped eating already. Even the beef noodle that dad and bro ate was horrible too, that's what they said uh.

Ohya, before heading to the food court. Mum was buying some stuffs, then there was a kid over there. A little fat fat one, but he is mad cute lah. Gave him M&M and sticky to eat then played around with him while waiting for mum. When we're about to leave, the small boy kept on following me uh. SOOOO CUTE LAH ~ haha..

My dinner, grilled fish with garlic ~

Shopped around after lunch then had dinner at some restuarant. Had western food, it's nice. Way better the stupid food i had for lunch. HAHA. After dinner, shopping again then headed back to the 'hotel'. 7storeys, but seriously, i haven't shopped finish the entire shopping mall uh.

Slacked at the garden outside the 'hotel' with the adults. They were drinking and smoking while i'm sitting using ipod touch to surf the net. Was actually waiting for them to play dai dee also, but in the end, never play loh. I sat there for like an hour plus of so, kept on feeding mosquitoes man. >20 bites lah, now i believed that people with blood type B has sweeter blood. Headed back to the room after that, cos seriously buay tahan already, itchy like some fcuk lah. Bathed and stuffs, lights out after that~

Day 3; 2nd Dec

Breakfast as usual~ Had pork porridge, it's nice *thumbs up* Food took quite sometime before it was served, that explains to all these pictures. Brother looked like he is sleeping in the picture siak. I forgot what he was actually doing that time, probably cleaning his watch, i think.

I like this picture ~

Part of 3rd floor's design

The chair is small ~

Random purple things.

I think daddy looked funny here

Whie waiting for the bus to arrive.

The garden filled with mosquitoes ~

In bus, on the way to Pattaya.

Floating market was the 1st stop at Pattaya. Sat the boat or don't know what is it call for one round to look at the living of the people there? That's what mum told me lah, i also don't know anything =x The sun was freaking hot right then, blah blah blah. Lazy elaborate~

Yeah, i saw this elephant at the floating market. I even witnessed it shitting, and i bursted out laughing immediately. Lame lah, but i think it's funny, whatever~ There's also ducks, chickens and other animals walking around freely, but didn't have the chance to take picture. The moment i turned my head, turned back, they are gone already. Like sooo fast loh..

Saw this halloween shop, cool eh ~

Toilet.

Fed these cute little goats ~

Daddy ~

Stupid and fucking idiot face! HAHA!!

Both the specs and shade belong to him.

While waiting for the food ~

Lunch ~

Unglam bodoh!

Went to this don't know what garden uh. The place has quite a lot of nice nice things to take pictures with. And that resulted with those pictures above =x HAHA. It's also colourful, and can climb on the thing, kind of fun? Okays, i'm lame i know, but whatever lah. TSK!

This few animals are left 'freely' at the don't know what garden uh. Of cos there's like people there looking after the animals uh. Oh, the baby tiger is chained up by its neck uh. It looked super cute when it is drinking milk right? HAHA..

It is made of pots, cool right? ~

Elephant farm.

Headed to the elephant farm after the don't know what shit garden. Looked around then took the elephant ride with brother. Kind of cool eh. Ohya, and the elephant's skin is thick and rough, also kind of pricky cos got hair. Overall, quite fun, the person that came along with me and bro is also friendly~

Mushroom head brother ~

Elephants' show.

Elephants cycling ~

Elephants drawing ~

Elephants playing soccer ~

Elephants playing basketball ~

Elephants dancing ~

Elephants playing bowling ~

Finale .

While waiting for the bus.

Went to the hotel to put our stuffs down then out again. Went to watch Tiffany's show, some ahgua show lah. Some told me is all guys, some told me is only some is ahgua. Actually, i also don't know lah. =x No camera is allowed inside, so these are the pictures taken outside. Okays, but i have to admit, some of them look mad chio, some damn fake uh. =x

Dinner for the day ~

Night shopping at Pattaya ~

Back to hotel, showered then mummy helped me and bro to apply some oil or don't know what on our countless mosquito bites. We get it like free free like that one, blood type B people have sweet blood ! YAY~ Okays, lame .. While waiting and finishing the camera's batt, so took some pictures ..

Shared room with brother, while dad and mum one room. But our rooms are joined uh. Brother on the air con like 26 degree celsius lah, fcuking hot, but he kept on complaining cold. So i was like, better on lower or not i go sleep with mummy and daddy. He bobian so let me on lower. Keep on threaten and negotiating with him until the temperature was lowered til 20 degree celsius, zai right? HAHA.. Ohya, and i have a habit of sleeping near the door, i don't know why. =x

Day 4; 3rd Dec

Breakfast at the hotel lobby. Not that good, but not that bad either. Ohya, there's no service charge nor tax, which means, kind of cheap? Okays, i think thailand things are cheap even the cab, then mummy kept scolding because i always has that thought in my head, whatever lah dey ~ Brother had American FLY rice for breakfast, that's how he pronouce it. Haha..

Flying squirrel? Actually, i don't know. =x

Pool side

Down to the beach after breakfast ~

Wasting time.

See the guy there? Guess how old is he? Okays, crap. He is 15, a year older than bro a year younger than me. Mum and dad are like saying he whatever blah blah blah, obviously comparing lah. I'm from Singapore and he is from Thailand, that is what made us different, so obviously we have different kind of living, don't compare lah! TSK~

Played this. It's mad fun uh. I speed, then slow down, then speed then slow down again, i think the guy behind me abit sian diao. =x HAHA.. The wind was awesome, and the sea water is fcuking salty. But lucky the sun isn't as bad as Singapore uh. At some point of time when i'm far from the shore, i feel like screaming, but i think the guy will go crazy if i do so out of the sudden. Not much photos cos mum was the photographer, and she's a lousy one !

Before and after playing. My hair is ~!@#$%^&*(

The beach is pretty yeah ~

There's always a line dividing the sea and the sky.

Some ~~art~~ sand pieces by bro and dad.

Some of my pretty pretty pieces ~

Ice-cream from brother ~

My camwhoring partner, brother !

Back to hotel and bathe after spending the morning at the beach. Mum went shopping, while the 3 of us headed back. Used some shampoo and soap thing from the hotel to wash my hair cos mum left my shampoo and condition at bangkok. And after using that my hair was like ~!@#$%^&*()_+, super screwed up lah! Tangled and arghhhh.. Just hate it soo much, my mood was like crap for almost the entire day, all thanks to my screwed up hair. Brother knew it, but he didn't told me about it lah !!! TSK! I was like complaining, ranting and venting my mood for the rest of the day.

My super hiao plus crazy brother ~

Off to the zoo(?)

Crocodiles' show ~

Pigs' race ~
Some of the pigs do know how to do maths too. Yeahs, i miss doing maths alot alot. Anyone want me to help them to do some maths? HAHA.. And the little pigs had race, they even had number written on their back, cute uh ~ Anyways, i don't see any similarities between me and pig !!!

Baby tigers
You guys ca see the difference between the photos that bro is in it and the photos that i'm in it. Obviously, those that has brother is sooo much nicer right? Because it is taken by me, while the one with me in it is taken by my mum.. So you know what i mean ~ The baby tigers when to bite the bottle that i was like pulling it, and i was damn scared that when i pulled, their teeth will drop out =x

They are eating coconuts.

Brother, mum and dad ~

The sign boards.

Tigers' show ~

Brother with the elephant.

Random pictures.

In the bus back to bangkok.

Thailand's char kuay tiao ~
Singapore's is black one, while thailand's is white. Kind of cool uh, but i don't like the taste, is like weird weird one. Plus if you see how they cook, i doubt you would want to eat it loh. They just add like 1 whole big spoon of sugars in it lah. Like free like that, plus alot of vegetables also =x

Day 5; 4th Dec

Cindy Kwoh ~

Bro and dad.

Daddy helping me to massage ~

While walking out.

11 people squeezing in 1 tuktuk !

Me ~~

These are what you will get to see on the ~~MRT~~ BTS station. The crowd was kind of horrible too that day cos it was a saturday, so i think people no need to work uh. The police and army people like soo cool uh, but they are like kind of stoning, especially the army one. =x I don't know why lah.. BTS-ed down to i don't know what station and headed to chatuchak market for shopping ~~

Me and my stupid faces ..

Thailand's taxis are colourful ~

The telephone booth.

Daddy and Mummy ~

While waiting for the food to come. And you know the orange drink that brother is drinking? It's milk tea eh ! Soooo different from Singapore uh, HAHA.. Didn't drink it, cos i don't drink tea ~ Ohya, but brother said it nice the first few mouths when he drank it, but after that, he bth liao. He said it's way tooo sweet, drink somemore sure tio diabetes one.

Lunch ~

Headed back to shopping after lunch. The hot was scorching hot, and the crowd was really super horrible. Hot + crowd = Me, brother and daddy being pekcek that we don't want to continue shopping anymore. HAHA.. We bought quite alot of stuffs there tooo, i like ~

While waiting for the rest to arrive.

Look at the number of cars, HORRIBLE!

7 people in 1 tuktuk.

Went to massage before shopping again. All of our legs were aching and tired after days and hours of shopping. Brother, mum and dad went for thai massage when the rest of us had foot massage. Painful at some point of times, also itchy. Look at Cindy's EPIC faces, i cannot stop laughing at her man. HAHA..

This pretty lady helped me to massage ~

Night time.

Thailand's IT fair?!

I skipped dinner cause the food doesn't look tempting, and kind of like no appetite too. Also a very good thing, because mum, dad and bro all said that what they ate tasted not nice. Lucky me, or maybe smart me. Haha.. Dad even said next time don't eat those need use coupons one, confirm not nice one.

Headed to platinum fashion mall for shopping after dinner. However, majority of the shops were all closed already. When asked, the people said that it closed at 7.30pm. So, no shopping for us. Kind of wasted uh, cos there's like 2000 or more shops there! And aunt even said that i will definitely get hell lots of stuffs there !!!

Christmas and NewYear's decorations ~

Tuktuk-ed back to the 'hotel'. It's speeding like siao, and i kind of regretted sitting right at the side. I'm like going to fall off/fly out any minute, and time man, scarey eh, but i like the wind, damn damn nice ~ Also almost had an accident on the way back when reaching that time.

Back at 'hotel', unpacked the stuffs, rested awhile and headed out to the night market again. The adults went to watch some *ahem ahem* show, while me, cindy and aunty theresa went shopping again. Alot people kept on approaching us to watch those stupid show, can't they like tell that we are underage?! And even if i'm not, i also won't bloody hell go and watch lah ! And there's this one guy, kind of tikco, he kept on standing soo near me and cindy when aunty theresa was bargaining the price, and forever staring at us. He also said, 'I give you these free, you give me them free' to aunty theresa, like WTH luh! He even offered me beer, like serious C-R-A-Z-Y !! Had starbuck again after that and ate my ~~dinner~~ supper, then back to 'hotel'.

Day 6; 5th Dec

Breakfast as usual. Ate a little, and i drank 3 glasses of milk. I don't know why, but i think the milk there taste kind of nice. And it's taste is way nicer than Singapore's ! HAHA..

Waiting for the tuktuk to arrive.

On the tuktuk.

Mummy ~

The wind is soo nice, and resulted to these. =x

I think bro looked kind of cute here.

Headed to some jewellery shop? But it doesn't seem like, more like souvenirs shop loh. And look at the numbers of taxi's' there. It's really alot, and there's also alot of tuktuk's' too.. Heard that if they bring customers there, they will get free petrol, even if the customers didn't buy anything.

Saw some pretty cars otw ~

Went to some imitation branded shop afterward.

The tuktuk's' drivers.

Look at Cindy's stupid faces.

Plan for the day was shopping at Chinatown. The place was crowded, and it was scorching hot. The tuktuk drivers still said today is the King's birthday so there isn't much traffic and crowd. Like crap only leh ~ =x And the people there like abit no brain? Okays, a little crude, but i was really pekcek and dulan at that point of time that i started cursing, scolding and ranting non-stop, like some bitch. HAHA.. The road is like sooo fcuking small and narrow, the place is also filled with people, but there were like motorcycles going through the pathway, worst was car. I was like damn !@#$%^&*()_+ at that time.

Pictures taken during shopping.

Brother FFs

While waiting for lunch~

Right eyes.

AWWWWWW~ Don't cry..

Orange chilli.

Thailand's king.
I don't really know who is he, but he is the kind of thailand, i think. =x You can see like his pictures everywhere around in Bangkok, and even in shops. Ohya, and his birthday was on 5th December too. Okays, like non of my business lah. Whatever ~

This is one of the best meal ever for the 6days in Thailand. HAHA.. Had sharkfin like finally~ Every table had like at least one pot of sharkfin, but my table had 4pots of sharkfin, which mean each of us had our very own pot of sharkfin. Of course, it's like YUMMY ! Awesome meal, definitely worth the price.

After lunch, shopped awhile the headed back to the 'hotel' to collect our stuffs and off to the airport. We were some how like rushing cos the bus took quite some time to come and pick us up.

The bus driver. He kind of looked like Mr Razak.

In the airport.

My name is Joey Chua Xue Yun, not Chua Xue Yun Joey !! I don't like when people get my name in the wrong order. And i also don't like people to call me by my full name, i don't know why uh, just don't like. Also, not by my chinese name too.

Brother, Cindy, and me.
The three of us were the only ~~kids~~ teenagers throughout the trip. Ohya, we were childhood friends, knew each other from young. Cindy's sister, Doris, wasn't able to be there with us..

Group photos.

Pictures take on the plane.
Fell asleep on the plane with brother even before it started taking off. That's how fcuking tired we were, and we were mad hungry at that time too. But we slept the hunger away, yeah, the both of us. Woke up before the plane land, brother and aunty gina headed to the toilet, i put mu itouch down, stood up, walking towards the toilet, the air stewardess stopped me and scolded me, which mean, no toilet for me!! Urgent like some fcuk, first thing was find toilet after leaving the plane and doing those necessary stuffs. Then blahh blahh blahh..

Landed around 11.45pm, checked out and stuffs, left airport around 12plus. Reached home around 1plus, put the luggages down, and headed out for dinner plus supper. Back home again at 2plus, showered and packed some stuffs and off to bed around 3am plus near 4am..

Time check; 3.55am [26/12]

2010-12-24T02:01:00.000+08:00

♥ 你对我来说就像是天上的星星，美得不像是真的。
I'm really busy recently, because i'm watching 斗牛，要不要. I know it's a really old show, but whatever lah hoh~ Finished 斗牛，要不要 already, processing to 恶魔在身边. So, i have no time to continue my trip post, and i'm kind of lazy too =x

Okays, i'm looking forward to later event with the class. Currently on the phone with my girls~

2010-12-19T02:22:00.000+08:00

♥ The undeniable fact.
Back to updating my blog again, but still not done with my trip's post yet =x It will be done real soon, within these two days will be up for sure, if nothing goes wrong. Haha.. Okays, i haven't really be out the past few days, because i'm like sooo broke!! No work = no income, fcuking pathetic yeah. And i never leave my phone far away from me these few days, well, maybe at times in the night uh. Yes, i'm expecting for calls, but why aren't they calling me? Soo fcuked up man! Tsk~ Nevermind, i shall be patient and enjoy life first.

Today midnight seem kind of boring because F.L.J is not around. No one is there to bitch around with me, hear me talk cock, guailan with me, and even quarrel =x I do hate quarrelling with F.L.J, but if we don't quarrel, confirm something not right liao. This is definitely a fact man. Okays, i hate to admit this, but i'm kind of miss F.L.J, so you better faster roll back lah bitch! Haha.. And F.L.J is the only soul who will stay up til like don't know what time one, just like me. Hohohooo.. Lame shit!

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15th December 2010

2010-12-16T00:55:00.012+08:00

♥ Its what happen along the way that counts.
Met yin and ming at batok, went to photocopy stuffs before heading off to center poing via bus 106. Passed stuffs then shopped around somerset @313 for awhile before heading to bugis. Bugis shopped around, ming got her stuffs, instead more than what she wanted to get i think ~

Headed to vivo to slack with this zhabor kia, while yin went to meet her cousin and sister at some part of bugis uh. It was a mad sudden decision uh cos we wanted to waste time while waiting for ozp to knock off from work.

TAYSZEMING ~

JOEYCHUA ~
We slacked, we crapped, we listened to musics (i brought my speaker!), we took pictures and we even played poker. Stress then blackjack. I lost like $1.30 to her, but whatever lah ~ HAHA.. Was also deciding to have out dinner at vivo or clementi since like 4pm plus. Kind of early, but it is because we didn't had our lunch.

Choices for dinner was either to stay at vivo and have Fig and Olive, otherwise back to clementi for stingray. After sooo much stuffs, final choice was dinner at Fig and Olive, ozp didn't came down to meet us cos he was tired after work. We are served by Rahman and Syakir. I had some bbq chicken with pasta, while tay had some fish with pasta. I used only spoon and fork throughout my meal, even when the chicken was kind of hard to cut =x Tay did asked me to use knife, but i didn't cos i don't know how to use it properly, so when i'm using fork and knife together, it's like i want to kill people? Aiyah, don't know how to say lah. I did told her that i today like don't know how to use spoon cos it's like kind of weird. Only when i'm finishing my food, then i realized that i'm using my wrong hand to use the spoon. I'm using my left hand to use the spoon instead of my right. Whatever lah ~ I know it's damn xiasuay one lah.

Finished our food, then Tay go and text Rahman asked him to come ask us if we want our ice-cream. Seriously, is like damn joke lah. He took quite some time to look at his phone. Like obviously lah, cause he is working duh ~ Then Tay was kind of pekcek then she tell me, 'Eh! Ice-cream lah !' She said it quite loudly, and the best thing is that we're just sitting right in front of the counter, i'm facing the counter, while she's back facing it. Syakir was standing behind her, then i think he heard her cos when i looked at him, i saw him laughing. When She said it, it's obviously not meant for them to hear one uh.

Settled the bill, $46.84. Wanted to go off the manager stopped us, and asked Rahman to give us the brownies. Rahman texted Ming and told her to eat the brownies, it's on the house. She saw the text, read it out to me, then she looked at me then the brownies and asked me, 'Where's the house?!' I laughed like some SZB lah, damn joke loh she. Ohya, Rahman was like standing behind Tay staring at me eating, otherwise he is doing some stupid faces that will made me laugh. Soo stupid! Finished everything then headed to the bus interchange and bus-ed home~ Ohya, we're both damn cold when we were in vivo, and that stupid girl still went to tell me super lame cold jokes. BTH her siak, HAHA.. Overall, kind of a great day spent ~

Netbook-ed until the internet and blogger came out with problem, so switched it off and went to the room and used ipod touch to surf the net instead. Also, was texting F.L.J. We texted all the way up till like 5.05am in the morning, until i don't know how come i suddenly feel asleep. Knew some stuffs, and also told him some stuffs, nice chat yeah~ 8plus around 9am suddenly i woke up. I rememebered i feel dao my phone vibrate, but i just couldn't find it. Spent like 10mins searching for it, then headed back to bed. Slept all the way till around 2pm then woke up.

Basically, i slacked my whole day for today uh, so nothing much. I'm still doing my post for the trip, be patient still ~ Okays, GOOD LUCK TO ALL WHO ARE RECEIVING THEIR N'S RESULTS TOMORROW. C=

Time check; 11.22pm [16/12]

2010-12-15T02:13:00.000+08:00

♥ Somehow i'm neither here nor there.
I'm back once again, but still, trip's post not done yet. So recently, i had been sleeping late and meeting people early the next morning, and that resulted to my lack of sleep, which caused the dark circles and eyebags!! Blahh blahh blahh blehh blehh blehhhh ~ Crap shit. Ohya, i think i'm damn pathetic siak, that fcuking lanjiao is getting his 2nd pay soon already, and yet, i'm still jobless! How fcuking pathetic can i be siak? Aiyah, whatever~ Okays, enough of my craps and nonsense, will be back soon to update more posts, when i'm free. Got to head to bed soon, but after that f.l.j fall sleep while sleep texting, another long day later on, i guess.. And, i know what i want for my 17th birthday already~ Although, still kind of like long lah, but don't care lah!

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2010-12-12T02:58:00.003+08:00

♥ It's so real, yet so unreal.
Yeah yeah ~ I know my post for the trip is not up yet, but what to do? I've been rather lazy to continue that post recently, so please be more patient people. Actually, i already had the thought to drop the idea of posting about the trip, even though it's half way done already, but some lanjiao said, IT'S A MUST. I DON'T CARE!' Like that jiu winner le loh, aiya, whatever~
Recently, i like lying on the bed and update this stupid blog via my ipod touch, i don't know why, but it kind of turn into a habit? Haha.. Anyways, i doubt much people are reading it uh. But if you do, you don't have to leave a tag, just click on my nuffnang adv, TYVM! Lalala ~ The time now is 3.33am, and i've to head to bed soon, cos i'm working later on~ Kind of like GG uh? But, whatever lah ~ HAHA..

And, you bloody fcuker:
Taking things without asking is steal, FYI! Don't bloody hell think you are some big ass shit or whatever that everything belongs to you and you say it all okays? Because, you don't at all. And, this isn't the first time either you fcuking cheebye! Wake up your idea man, you jolly do what's right and know what's wrong. Don't fcuking blame me if i turned nasty because you totally deserved it. KNNBCB!!!

2010-12-09T01:49:00.004+08:00

♥ Appearance doesn't tell everything.
Thailand trip's post will be up soon, i'm like half way through already? But i think i still have a long way to go uh, but whatever ~ Good things worth the wait, haha.. So, be patient people ~
Wordy post ahead cos i'm going to rant things out, if you don't like then don't read. I won't, and never will take a knife and point at you telling you, 'Nabei! You netter read my post hoh.' I don't force people. Read your own blog or what so ever, no one asks you to read mine anyway~ You take charge of your own eyes, no one can control other than you.

When i finally get over certain stuffs, people tends to start mentioning it, otherwise kept asking. You guys just don't understand how the feelings are, because you never experienced it yourself. But the best thing is that i also get to know more stuffs too. Good and bad, perhaps a mixture of both.
But after knowing soo much, it made me realised alot of things. Appearance always lie, never trust someone so easily, cause he/she may be talking bad behind you, otherwise backstabbing. But that's not the point. I just hate it when people gave you their words and go back against it. Like seriously, WTF?! If you can't make sure that you can keep up to your words, then don't fcuking give your words to people. Maybe is me who is the one that is too naive that i believed people too easily, that's why i always get fed up and angry over minor stuffs.
I do admit that my attitudes and characters suck, but that's me. Those attitudes and characters made me who i am. Who doesn't have attitudes? Who doesn't have characters? You have yours, and i have mine. You have your limits, and i have mine, so don't fcuking go over the limits of mine.
Before i end this, to that particular person:
You are the one who made me lose the trust i had for you. Don't blame others, but yourself. You should know what you have done, and jolly well wake up your ideas. And, don't fcuking throw temper just because of what so ever reasons. Firstly, i'm not someone for you to vent your angers at. Secondly, i don't owe you a single shit, so i don't have to tolerate your fcuking nonsense. Thirdly, i came clear everything with you already, and told you what i have to say already. And fyi, something/someone you like, doesn't mean i have to like it/him/her, and vice versa. I know what i'm doing, you don't have to teach me.

Okays, i'm done with my ranting, going to head to bed soon. It's 2.57am now ~

2010-12-07T04:00:00.000+08:00

♥ Tell me, you still think of me..
You came into my life and left your footprints behind liked how i left mine on the beach in Pattaya's. Some of them will be washed away by the waves that is coming, while some willl remain behind. It's just like the memories you left behind for me. Some of it would be washed away, but mainly those unhappy ones, while the happy ones remain. Footprints can all be washed away, but not memories. You came in, and you left your footprints in me, and it's not as easy as how it will be washed away like the ones on the beach.
Out of the sudden, my past came back hitting me again. Not something bad actually, it made me realise how strong i have been all this while going through with and without him at times. Because he's no longer 24/7 there for me, he comes and goes when he feels like it. But sometimes, it's kind of surprising that he's with me when i needed him, and i didn't even tell him anything. Although i'm not with him anymore, but when i've things bothering me, he would know it at times and 'forced' me to say. Things just come out so easily like before, liked how i used to share things with him, scold him and stuffs. Every girl has a guy bestf, and every guy has a girl bestf. But surprisingly, you're my guy bestf even when i didn't mention. I can simply poured out every single things all at you. I know i'm not someone that you will be sharing things with me, but i will be there to lend you my ears if you need one.
Sorry for the emotional post. Everything will be alright.

2010-12-06T14:25:00.003+08:00

♥ There's no happy ending.
Okays, i'm back in Singapore already. Was last night actually, around 11.45pm. Reached home around 1plus, put down things then headed out for dinner. Came home, pack the stuffs to give people instead of sleeping. 3.15am, back on my precious bed. Stay tune to my blog. Will upload on my trip real soon. Took like 1151 pictures with my camera, not including those taken on ipod touch one yet.

2010-11-30T15:33:00.003+08:00

♥ Because i know you won't miss me..
I will be flying off soon in like few hours time, and that's very soon.. So soon that ... ... Ahhhhhh, don't want to continue already. The person will know it if he happened to read those. So miss me people ~ Will be back soon i guess? HAHA..

2010-11-28T22:10:00.025+08:00

♥ Indecipherable thoughts, unexpressable feelings..
Woke up as early as 7plus in the morning. Okays, it's early for a sunday morning for me and i slept at almost 3am the night before. Prepared and then went down for breakfast with parents and grandparents ~

She's mad cute. Can be rather shy when there's hell lots of people, but after she know you, she will go crazy playing with you. And also, she's always playing like some siaozhabor with her brother. No pictures of her brother..

Daddy left for work, while we headed down to cousin's place at toa payoh for tea ceremony. Waited for quite some time before the bride and groom arrived..

Bride and groom arrived then had tea ceremony. The adults first then followed by we kids~ Okays, it's kind of awkward, cos all of us don't know what to call them. He's my cousin, but also, my godbrother too. In the end, all called, 大哥大嫂.

Their family members ~

My godparents and godbrothers ~

Grandparents ~

The 4siblings ~

Cousins ~
Took some group photos with the bride and groom after tea ceremony. Kind of in a messy at first cos there were kind a number of camera(s) around. And, the place isn't very big either.

Mei Mei ~ (I don't know what's her name cos no one call her by her name, so can't blame me if i dont know uh. HAHA)

Benjamin and Chrisment ~

Cleris Teo ~

Cousins~ (Chrisment busy play psp, bohiew us)

Spamming of photos while waiting for time to pass? Okays lah, is waiting for the bride to change into another clothes, while the adults settle stuffs. So that's what we do when we're bored.

The bridge changed into this and then they headed off back to her house or some other places. I also don't know uh. Went over to cleris's place instead of following mum run here and there to get/prepare stuffs.

Slacked at cousin's place. Played ipod touch with chrisment while cleris teo used the laptop to surf the net. Chrisment is forever snatching my ipod cos i played the punchig game, and i went to punch his face. HAHA..

Headed to summerdale after that for cousin's buffet lunch wedding. The place isn't very big, and it's filled with hell lots of people. There are swimming pool right in front of the function room, and i swear it's mad tempting. I'm sooo tempted to just go it for a swim, but of course, i didn't. Yin and ming joined us tooo.

This is what happened when there's many many helium balloons. Worst, when there's purple balloons! Zilian-ed alot with the purple until ahtay said i'm a siaozhabor taking pictures with balloons. HAHA.. Whatever~ Purple is a mad chio colour! To me uh, not to you then tooo bad loh =p More on facebook, i don't want spam my blog with my stupid plus fat face..

My two pretty babes ~

Brother came in disiao = failed shot!

Finally a proper one after numbers of failed shots. My siao ding dong brother kept on tellig everyone that thamzhiyin is his girlf. I think only dumb idiots will believe him uh =x Nevermind, my stupid brother don't read my blog. HAHA..

Daddy and Mummy ~
Was taking picture with daddy then i asked daddy to take again then mummy joined in. Daddy was like giving a super guailan face and said, 'Why you come here?' 'Who want take picture with you uh?' And mummy whacked daddy around his stomach's area. Mad cute uh. This scene reminded me of someone~ You know who you are.. HAHA.

My pretty cousin~
Her eyes are small, and she kept on telling me, 'Eh, you shut up uh.' HAHA. She's 3months older than me. I'm a march baby (1994), and she's a december baby (1993). We had O's together this year, and she helped me with english. Thanks to her english notes, i used alot of 'chim chim' words in my compo. Haha.. Okays, love this pretty cousin ~~

Cousins from mother's side. Mostly were all here. Look at the 3 'small' kids in front of me and cleris. Hmmmm.. Don't say i'm bad uh, i'm just stating a fact. The 3 of them are growing horizontally more and more each and every time, seriously no joke. Okays, i know, i'm very very fat tooo =c

Another cousin, also uncle? Hmmmm.. Complicated family links uh. He's going camp soon, 10december i think. And he approached me and brother to take picture, shocking uh. Nice cousin. (Y)

Ohya, this is the wedding gift from them. At first i didn't get it cos cousin said it was chocolate inside. Cleris opened it and told me it's sticky. And, it's like YAY (Y) to me. Yes, my favourite~ Hehe.. It's specially made for them, soo nice right? Now, my house has plently of sticky cos cousin gave me, and it made me a happy kid. But at the rate i'm eating it, i think i will finished it all in no time soon..

Pictures are only from my camera, cos the slow cleris teo have yet to upload those pictures from her camera, and it's irritating uh! HAHA..

Headed down to jp for movie with yin and ming after that. Caught Rapunzel in 3D, and it's mad awesome! Damn touching and nice movie~ Met up with Marcus, ShiJie, ChengJiang and Sandy for dinner to celebrate gohdinghan birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOHDINGHAN! You are finally 16, but we're going to be 17 soon. Haha.. Dinner at Lai Lai. ShiJie is like saying SzeMing throughout, she saved my life. Homed after that, and i swear me and tay look like some weirdo walking around jp. Dress and heel. Kill me please! Ohya, by coincidence, saw fatty while going up the escalator. Chut him, and he didn't turned, so thought he didn't heard me. Called him, but even before the call get through, he saw us already.

Time check; 29th Nov '10 1.05am
And i have work tomorrow at toa payoh, got to report at 9.15am somemore. GG.com lah. Wish me all the best man. HAHA. Ohya, and i'm flying on the 30th, but i have yet to pack my stuffs ~~

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2010-11-27T23:15:00.002+08:00

♥ More than just these.
Hello, i'm back again. I had been using netbook recently, but i'm just kind of lazy to update my blog. So, that explained everything. Haha. Recently, my parents had been satisfying all my wants, and that made me a happy kid. I had got 3 on my list down in like just 2days.

I had been spending my past 1week with this lovely babe. My dear tayszeming is away to search for her ahthiong~ But, she's already back now!
Monday, went down hougang to watch match together with her and andytan. Accompanied her to dental then we walked from shuqun sec all the way back to huayi sec for training. Had pizza in school together with hyvb b'girls '09. Crapped and laughed in school with them and coaches til around 8plus 9pm before heading home.
Tuesday, supposed to meet her to do her POSB account, but i was late, so she went to do first. Met her at bbt, slacked awhile then headed to arena for pool together with wenwei and azrie. Jp-ed after that, met fatass joined us. Wenwei and azire had their dinner, while we were at there crapping.
Wednesday, bus-ed down from jurong east all the way to parkway parade with yin. About 1hour 30min of bus ride~ Shopped around then went to rebond and cut my bloody messy hair.
Thursday, headed down to expo for my ipod touch4 with mum. And yes, i finally got it. HAHA.. Home-ed then had dinner, but only had a little cos i was rushing out. Down to vivo alone, to get my ipod touch4 done, and pass someone something. But suay suay, vivo don't have apple shop, and someone come attituding me because of some reason. With my character and attitde, of course i got pissed off. So rushed back down to jp, luckily i was on time. Got it done, then headed home. Blackshot with bro and fatty. Brother kept on calling fatty non-stop uh. Their conversation mad funny.
Bro, "Eh faster find me lah blablabla..."
Fatty, "wait, I owning people"
Bro,"Aiya dont need lah, later I own you."
In the end bro tio own like some crap. Somemore he didn't even finished the game, he played half way and left already. And, fatty kept on laughing.

Friday, shopping with tham at bugis then headed down to taman jurong to find the rest. Pool-ed with them. 1st game was with marcus and shijie, when it's my turn, the black ball went in, all thanks to me. Haha.. Shijie went shooting me non-stop after that. Pizza hut for dinner with them after that. 10people, me yin shijie wenwei azrie padrick raymond jack marcus sandy. All of us were like trying to clear all the food lah. Of course, thanks to the guys who helped me and yin to finish ours cos we were both mad full. Home-ed after that..
Saturday, slept away my morning, only awake at around 1pm or so. Lunch-ed and then headed down to jp to pass dad his handphone cos he left it at home. Home, watch tv, used ipod touch then now blogging. Boring saturday~

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2010-11-25T01:02:00.001+08:00

♥ For all i know, i'm being stupid.
Memories were fine but you couldn't touch them, smell them or hold them. They were never exactly as the moment was, and they faded with time.

2010-11-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

♥ Because no one is perfect.
Had job interview with thamzhiyin at peace centre. Settle our lunch at MacDonald after the interview, then bus-ed down to tampines. From tampines, we cabbed down to downtown east, due to our laziness and tired-ness. Reached there went to find ming 1st at ehub. After the guys were done with their www, we went down to the chalet. Slacked there, watched tv, used netbook while waiting for time to pass. The guys started bbq, while we girls just sit around waiting for the food to be cook. This is the kind of privilege of being girls, what's more? There's only the three of us. 10plus, ming headed home, while yin and i stayed over. The guys are a bunch of jokers. They said super lame plus cold jokes, and of course horny talks. Me and yin are just in-charge of laughing. XiaoXiong came up with super lots of funny stuffs, and made the whole atmosphere even colder when the room is already soo cold. The guys were also busy figuring out jeremiah's chinese name. Around 11plus near 12am, YingChong and ChinMing left. They continued busy cracking jokes then suddenly a fight happened. Blah blah blah~ For us to know, for you to find out. Andy, Dion, KimHui, ThantSoe and XiaoXiong were the first few to K.O. I'm busying blogging about my Prom Night's post, Yin and Terence were watching 第一届? Some ghost movie uh. Terence was like half awake half asleep, he can just like sleep in anytime, while my dear yin like freaking out. She was like having half of her face covered, seriously mmad cute lah. Terence K.O-ed right after the show, while me and yin were like watching some out lame show. Ohya, Jeremiah, YihPin, JunWen, ChengChua and Kenneth went to play boring i think? After that yin went to sleep cos she had nothing to do. My netbook kept me occupied throughout the night. I was awake all the way till aroound 6plus and i had nothing left to do since i had finised my post, yin was awake so she used the netbook while i slept for awhile. Left aroud an hour or so and then woke up. Watched tv, while waiting for the guys to clear their stuffs. Checked out, and headed down to white sands for brunch. Had subway, and i swear TerenceTan had a huge huge appetite. He kept on eating and eating non-stop. Mrt-e back, and had hardcore laughing session with the guys again. They somehow also had some farting competition in the train. Poor YihPin was just sitting right next to Terence, so he suffered alot uh. 173-ed back with Andy. Netbook-ed, bathe, slacked and decided to sleep since twitter and facebook were both sooo quiet. Slept from 4plus all the way till 7plus, dinner then here am i updating this blog. Will try to update my blog more often, so stay tune for updates, but at the same time, click on my nuffnang ads, TYVM.
So far, i had 95people viewed my blog for today. It's considered quite a lot compared to the past few posts.

PROM NIGHT 2010

2010-11-19T15:24:00.093+08:00

Prom night at Carlton Hotel. Everyone looked great, and awesome. The guys were all soo handsome, and the girls were soo pretty. I looked kind of ghostly in the pictues, but whatever~ Okays, shall let the pictures do the talking. The pictures are only taken from my camera.

♥ THAMZHIYIN
School mates > Volleyball Teammates > Classmates > Close Friends > Best of friend. Firstly, i want to thanks you for being there to hear me rant, complain, and tolerating all my nonsense and crazy stuffs. You're definitely a great friend to be with, and a great table mate too. Not forgetting us going crazy over justinbieber in class at times. And, you are one of those who understand me the most, you know what i like, what i dislike, and at times, we shared similar thoughts tooo. There's tooo much to say to you, and i know you knew it all. 心有灵犀 mah, great minds think alike. LOVE YOU ALOT BABE!

♥ TAYSZEMING
Another babe who has lots and lots of admirers, somemore all soo eat heart one uh. But sad for them, because you're mine! Haha.. 187 mates, remember that time we heart to heart talk in the bus from thamzhiyin's house back home. Also, awesome table mate, we're forever going crazy about justinbieber only during MdmYeo's lesson (physics). And, you're the one who always get what i mean even when i didn't say it out directly, or even when we just stared at each other. 心有灵犀 too. You never failed to act dumb/gong when you did some stupid stuffs, suaku kid too. Awwwww~ But i still LOVE YOU BABE!

♥ LEESZETING and GABRIELHENG
My awesome stead! 051108, 2years and still counting on babe.. Thanks for being there for me when i'm down, and cheer me up. Best setter in the team too, sorry for all my lousy balls. Currently you're having your U16 and soon west zone. All the best babe, you guys can definitely do well, top4 for sure. Last long with Gabriel. LOVE YOU LOTSSSSS.

♥ GREAT CLIQUE
Let's hang out together more often again, like how we used to laugh and crap like we have endless of topics. Miss those times.. LOVE YOU BABES ALOT ALOT !

♥ SANDYLOH
Used to be a clique with ting, JST. But somehow we got seperated after some time. But still, you're a great friend. LOVE YOU BABE C=

♥ SHIQI
Great class ceo of 4E2'10 ! Like the mother of the class. We used to sat at subway to gossip together with thamzhiyin. And, you're the one who is always sitting infront of me during exams. LOVE YOU BABE.

♥ SIHUI
One of the shortest girl in 4E2. Opps, don't come after me if you see this, haha.. But still, you're a great friend even thought i can hardly see you anywhere around the tall people. =x HAHA.. I just love shooting you. LOVE YOU BABE.

♥ MINGXUAN
Amaths pro! Although you seem quiet, but you too is a great gossip partner. Haha.. The 1st iphone4 owner of the class. Shall hang out more together with rest. LOVE YOU BABE.

♥ PRISCILLA and YAOYUAN
The two smartass-es of 4E2. LOVELY BABES!

♥ ANGELA and LIFANG
Friends since primary school to secondary. Great friends c=

♥ JENGILA and LITING

♥ JANNIZA and SIHAN
Pretty babes ~ All the best for O's results c=

♥ ANDYTAN
My AWESOME childhood friend, 10years and still counting on~ From primary1 all the way till secondary4. The guy whose birthday falls a day after mine, 4th March. Also, the prom king finalist, but seriously, he look great with the green bow tie. Ohya, and this is also the guy who i always made him come over and wait under my block when i'm going out with him. And he never failed to make jokes out of every single things. THANKS 老爸!

♥ LICHING and XIAOJIE

♥ ADELA and AMELIA
The double 'A's, and together with me and JiaEn, the double 'J's, we're the QINGRENS. 27th Feb '08, and still counting on~ Even though we aren't as close as before, but still, every 27th, the messages still keep on coming in. LOVE YOU GIRLS.

♥ JIAEN and JESSICA
Pretty girls ~

♥ HUIDA and TOMMY
Keming Primary School > HuaYi Secondary School. Sapphire-ians! Let's have some sapphire gatherings soon with the rest. Miss those crazy times in class back then..

♥ TEOZHIKANG
Knew this guy since sec1, and he's a great listener and a great advicer. Used to be very close, but after not being in the same class, we drifted. But still, someone who i can confide in whenever i have problems. Forever turning away to look behind when i said 'hi' to him. What an ass. And, he's super vain now can. Take pictures with him, not nice one must delete straight away right infront of him. Since when you become soo vain uh? HAHA..

♥ KEXIN and JOCELYN
They are pretty~ Pictures with Jiaying is blur, so didn't post it up. Sorry.

♥ ZHIAN and DERRICK

♥ SYAFIQ and SYAKIR

♥ AZRIE
SAZALI~~ My cute little brother. HAHA.. Thanks for sharing stuffs with me and hearing me rant at times. Also super super great thanks for helping me with my biology. Although it's kind of last minutes, but it helped me alot. Let's have some halal pork soon alright? HAHA.

♥ SITI and SHERRILL
Part of 3E2'09 and 4E2'10. Great classmates~

♥ JISHENG and MATTHEW
Look at the height difference. I'M TALL! And, i didn't stand straight okays. When matthew first saw me, yin and ming, he was like -.-" cos all of us are way taller than him. HAHA..

♥ PADRICKTOH
Once my goodf, but after soo much things happening, we somehow became strangers. But still, i want to thanks you for all the things you once did for me and also thanks for concerning over certain stuffs. I know i had changed, 'People change just like a variable in math. We can never be a constant'. But if you need a pair of listening ears, i'm still here. Once again, thanks for 星鱼. Last long with Janniza. c=

♥ JIAQI and JUNPING

♥ LIQING and CHONGHAN
Both of them are a great friend. Another couple in HuaYi. Last long~

♥ CHINMING and YINGCHONG
ChinMing never fail to suan me on facebook. YingChong and I were in the same kindergarten, and years after, we happened to be in the same secondary school again. HAHA..

♥ TERENCETAN and SOONKEAT
Both are my classmates when i'm sec1, time flies and all of us had graduated. Both are jokers, they never fail to come up with super lame jokes that made people laugh. TerenceTan is our so called HongKong chef, because his bbq skill is (Y). Totally awesome! He is also one of the prom king finalist.

♥ MINGXUN and KIERAN
Want to take pictures with MingXun is like wanting his life. And, that's the reason why the picture turns out kind of blur. But they both, MingXun and Kieran, looked great.

♥ JUNWEN and CHENGCHUA

♥ CHENYINGPING
This stupid pig down here never failed to argue with me over lame stuffs. And we had one of the wall post reaching almost 3,000 comments. He helped me alot in my studies during the O's period. Also, despiter having limited text messages every month, he once come cheering me up when i'm down in the middle of the night. And, he had stickys for me most of the time. THANKS ALOT CYP c=

♥ EVAN and NEVILLE

♥ THANTSOE and SHAWN

♥ KIMHUI and YIHPIN
This two guys down here had similar taste i can say? Both falling for the same girl. OPPS =x Don't kill me people if you guys see this. HAHA. I'm sorry, but i have to say this, SHE'S MINE !! =p

♥ HAOJUN and WILSON

♥ JEREMY and MOSESTSI
When i went to take pictures with this two idiots. They were like, 'Do i know you? But nevermind lah, i shall take picture with you.' What an ass can. And Jeremy said i'm some crazy camwhore bitch. IDIOTIC.

♥ KENNETHTAN and ROSAMUNDLIM
The Prom King and Prom Queen 2010. Don't you think Kenneth is damn cute? And, he's short. Haha.. Rosamund is pretty too. c= Ohya, both of them were once my classmates, during sec1.

♥ IVANCHEW and KEWEI
The 2jokes of 3E2'09 and 4E2'10. The class always like to shoot both of them together as a whole, and at times, they never failed to guailan back. The class is always full of laughters and guailan-ness, thanks to them. Haha..

♥ LIUJIE and WENJIE
The two big size guys of the class. And with them, our class was 2times champion of tug-of-war, of course with the other 3guys too. They were great, they bring fun, laughter and joy to the class. They were two out of the 5 'jie's in the class. They were the two who never failed to call me black in class.

♥ CHENGJIANG and RAYMOND

♥ MARCUSGOH and LIEUSHIJIE
They both can be consider as the most handsome guys in the class?! Okays, you two can stop flying if your see this. Haha.. And, i swear Marcus was damn idiotic. He keep don't want to take picture with me, so yeah, this is the one and only photo i took with him! Okays, they both look great. Both of them also like guailan-ing and suan-ing me.

♥ JOEDCHE and JACK
Both of them were my O's sitting partner. Okays, i'm sitting in between them no matter what. Either Joed would be infront of me, otherwise is Jack. Somehow like a sandwhich uh =x And i'm always being an idiot not allowing them to talk cos i'm in the middle ! But too bad, that's me. =p

♥ KWOKKIANG and YIJING
Another two smartass-es of the class. KwokKiang is the class ceo, while YiJing is the treasurer. And, both of them had done their job well. Absolutely great role models for the class.

♥ QUEKWENWEI and NGANCHEUKHENG
Can consider one of the earliest two guys i first knew with we came together as a class. I remember i even pranked them, because they doesn't have my numbers. Those crazy and stupid moments are like awesome. HAHA.. You two are definitely a great friend. Dont forget my HaagenDarz Quekkyyy~

Some groups photos ..

♥ VOLLEYBALL BABES
But SzeTing is missing and MdmTan is not around. So, not a complete one though. Miss playing volleyball with you guys..

♥ 3E2'09; 4E2'10
Of course not forgetting this awesome class, with all the awesome people and teachers. You guys are the one that made this class soo awesome, without any one, we're not a class anymore.

♥ MRLAU and MRSEO

♥ MDMTEOCHERENG
English teacher of 3E2'09 and 4E2'10. Both the pictures looked kind of blur, but that's what i have only..

♥ MRLIMKS and MRLEEHH
I swear this two teachers are the best teachers ever. Thanks you for doing soo much for the class. MrLim is the best form teacher and the best biology teacher ever. Also, thanks for the video you did for the class. It's really touching, and i believed many had moved to tears. MrLee is the best Emaths, Amaths and Science(Chemistry) teacher. He's strict to the class, but nice too. Often tell random jokes and stuffs to let the class has a good laugh to relax ourself, and also buying drinks for the class. THANK YOU SOO MUCH MRLIM AND MRLEE.

MrLee also helped the three of us alot with amaths and chemistry. Thank you sooo much. I'll definitely miss doing maths and chem together with you.

Of course, keeping the best at the last right?! Haha.. Not forgetting this person down here.

♥ ABDULRAHMAN
We are violent, rough, and vulgar, and that's how we communicate. Thanks for everything you had done for me, be it now or last time, no matter how minor it is. Thanks for tolerating all my nonsense, craps, childish-ness, attitude and stupidity. And also, sorry for all the troubes i caused you, and all the injuried i gave you. Haha.. THANKS AND SORRY!
And, his green fox hoodie is mad chio.

Time Check; 20NOV10 5.55AM
This post took me hell long, i haven't had a wink yet for the entire now. Currently at chalet, and brought my netbook over just so that i could get this done asap. Everyone is asleep right now, i'm the only one awake. More pictures at my facebook.

2010-11-17T23:49:00.001+08:00

♥ Sorry, i'll not be your option.
i havent been gaming for days already.
kind of miss it, but too busy for it too =x
town yesterday and hell lots of places today.
yesterday headed down to FEP, then ion and back to FEP.
mrt-ed back around 11plus.
met fatass the train.
havent seen him for years =x
okays lah, is months.
awwww, whatever ~
so today morning went for medicure and pedicure with my babes.
after that headed out to shop again.
jurong west > bugis > chinatown > jurong point.
and then back home.
seriously, it's mad tired.
shopping gave me back aches. =c
blah blah blah bleh bleh bleh..
i'm lazy to blog already, even though i'm bored.
okays, so prom is tomorrow.
prays hard that i will not be screwed up.
prays hard that my camera wont die half way through tooo.
fatass told me everything will be fine.
and i got a story from amoschoy,
'once upon a time, there was a girl named joey. Then~ hmm... She didnt want to sleep, and ask amos to tell her a story. Amos told her a story, and she fell asleep immediately (Y)'
this is by him, but sadly, i didnt fall asleep =p

2010-11-16T00:41:00.002+08:00

♥ You're my favourite hello.
so what's up man ?!
O's IS OFFICIALLY OVER !
How do you spell 'freedom'?
F-R-E-E-D-O-M !!
my long holiday has started.
BYEBYE to Maths, Chemistry, Physics, Biology, Geography, and SocialStudies.
i don't know when will i meet you guys again.
but i think, i somehow will miss your. =x
okays, i'm super lame, because i'm bored!
town later on ~
okays, i don't know what to post le.
BYE PEOPLEEEEEEE!

Time Check: 4:00am.

2010-11-13T03:53:00.006+08:00

^Fatass's Photography, (:^

Hi peepoos! (: I'm left with only one paper to sit for, and then its officially the end of my O's! :D Goddamn I'm happy and eager to sit for that paper, eventhough not much confidence though. Sigh~ Nah, let's look on the bright side. O's gonna be over, and I can start working and earn some extra cash. Payday = Next day confirm shopping! Ah Tham, Ah Tay, Ah Lee how about that? :D Fatass is working for about a month already, and he's gonna get his pay on monday I think? I damn jealous lorh. >:( Nevermind, I got myself a job too anyways. The pay not bad, and I owe fatass a treat thanks to my big mouth! And even worst, its not when get pay treat him, its if I get the job and I instantly have to treat him. :/ Fatass I hate you! :@ Shall get some sleep now, goodnight or rather goodmorning world. Sleep tight guys, (:

2010-11-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

♥ Having expectations is like awaiting for disappointments.
I MISS WHITE WATER RAFTING !!!
okays, i doubt there will be anymore chance for that.
i'm left with only 2papers, and i'm ....
F-R-E-E, FREEEEEEE! woooohooo~
that will be on fri and mon.
and i know many will be ending their O's on fri.
but you know what ?!
I'M SOOO NOT JEALOUS !! =P haha..
awaiting for all the events.
currenty waiting for my game to finish loading.
i started downloading it from like 3.30pm till now.
and now, it's 88% already.
awwwww~~ THAMZHIYIN ! DONT BE JEALOUS !
of cos hopefully i will be able to play it lah.
lalalalala.. i'm lazy to reply all the messages
becos when i use netbook, i'm real lazy to use my phone.
lazy use phone = won't reply messages.
soo paiseh to those who texted me.
happy waiting for my reply ~

p.s. click on my nuffnang ads!

2010-11-06T01:11:00.000+08:00

♥ When there's hope, there's disappointment.
dated my 'beloved' the entire day.
healthcare, can you please be nice and appear on mon?
i promise i will ace you if you appear.
but still, i'm not going to place my entire bet on you only.
okays, enough of craps.
i'm sooo looking forward to my after o's events.
soo far, i have quite a nuumber of plans ahead waiting for me.
9more days to the end of O's.
but i'm only left with 4 papers.
time faster flies, tyvm~

It's the 6th again. 7th 131st..

2010-11-04T23:59:00.001+08:00

♥ So many things to say, but yet, they are better to be left unsaid.

The time now is 1159pm, and it's still 4Nov'10.
so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATTY, and also SYAKIR.
You're finally 16years old, no longer small boy anymore.
time to grow up and stop being childish.
also, dont bully me. =x
the above picture is a proof that you bully me, so dont deny =p
and, aku melaya is (Y). HAHA.
i know you need me to teach you, budak bodoh.
smile more, don't keep give people the dao face.
okays, i don't know what to say liao.
LALALALALALALA~
ohya, be honoured okays, i delicate this post to you.

2010-11-03T22:26:00.002+08:00

♥ We're always meant to say goodbye?
Okays, i'm back again..
my O's isn't over yet, but here am i using netbook. =x
yes, i go back against my words, but whatever ~
mum is the one who asked me not to study.
she said i seem very stress.
and she damn afraid that i'll will blank out during my bio paper.
i had numbers of miss calls from her just now before my paper.
but i didn't notice, only after my paper cos i'm busy studying.
yes, i'm mad stress because of bio paper yesterday and this morning.
i studied from 230pm to 230am ytd.
and from 915am all the way till the paper starts.
btw, thanks to that dumb pig who accompanied throughout.
okays, is only from 4pm til i fall asleep at 3plus am.
THANKS stupid dumb pig. C=
okays, the paper was okays, and i'm super glad.
my brain is really wonderful, and i simply love it.
it always make me think of the answer at the very last few min.
continues being like that till 15th nov alright? haha..
so, bio paper2 is down, and i'm less stress now.
4days of break and then ss paper on monday.
ohyah, i went swimming alone just now.
cos i have the temptation to swim, and also release stress?
swam 33laps continuously non-stop.
what's more?
i swam with an empty stomach.
didn't had any meals or food since last night dinner.
also, i got kicked by someone on my left shoulder while swimming.
awesome time alone uh? LOL.
okays, now i looked like i had cried for days.
my eyes are mad red and it's hurting like fcuk.
yes yes, i swam without wearing goggles.
whatever shit ~

2010-10-24T01:45:00.002+08:00

♥ When there's hate, love will start to fade.
This will definitely be the last post before O's.
i SERIOUSLY won't be touching netbook anymore til the end of O's.
I REALLY NEED TO FOCUS !
and NOT HAVE ANY MORE DISTRACTION.
look what i have studied recently..
is like basically, NOTHING.
and this is really serious.
not going to study with anyone already.
only A-L-O-N-E, ALONE.
emo? perhaps..
at times, being alone is a better decision for me.
sad, cry or whatever, no one will know. Even you.
it's 24oct already, which means..
O's english papers will be starting tomorrow.
then maths for the next 4days.
i'm gonna chiong for this few more weeks.
breakdown, brain dead or what so ever, it doesn't matter anymore.
just want to do my best.
but i'm afraid that i would give up half way.
okays, enough of it.
GOODLUCKS TO ALL WHO ARE TAKING O'S. C=

118th;
I do think of you, i do miss you. But do you? I really don't know, but i doubt the answer will be a yes. Soo many times when i see your name on msn, i wanted to talk to you. But each time, i think twice. Yes, everytime things will turn out well at first but after awhile, there'll be arguement between us. I don't want it to happen, really. I want to make things up between us, but it always seem impossible. I take a step forward, while you move a step back. Then how on earth can we make thing work out? This will be the last year already, and i really don't want things to end like that. We started off 3months after the year start, and now, we are ending it 3months before the year end? I don't want things to be this way for the both of us, I DON'T WANT !!! I wish i could rewind time when there was me and you, us. But is it ever possible? Do miracle really hapen? Each time i happened to see 1111, i always wonder, 'Are you the one missing me?' It happened a number of times, but still, i don't have the courage to ask you. Perhaps, you can call me a weakling, cos seriously, i am one when matters are related to you. Even when i want to ignore you, go on the hard way, it will only last for a day or two. After that, my heart will become soft again, and let you hurt me all over again. The cycle just kept on repeating over and over again..
Boy, i miss you. Sometimes, i wish you would see all this.

2010-10-22T00:33:00.002+08:00

♥ 可能我们相爱得太早.
Had practical on the 21oct'10.
which was ytd, but also can say is just now.
to me, i think practical was okays.
but i actually screwed it up, risking my whole 30marks.
reason being, i wrote it all in pencil.
firstly, i'm used to using pencil while doing practical.
secondly, when the examiner told us to use pen, i didn't heard him.
he was seriously speaking too soft, and i'm sitting behind.
and when he collected my paper, he asked me something i think is dumb.
'is this pen or pencil?'
cant he like tell the difference?
okays, it's over, i shouldnt be ranting.
i know i should get over it, and not think about it.
but, how can i do so when everyone is adding salts to my wounds?
seriously, this is for you guys, FCUK _l_ !
shopping trip with yin ming van and ming mum at FEP.
ming did most of the shopping as me and yin were somehow in sleeping mood.
shopped all the way till 9plus then bus-ed back home.
lazy to continue updating le.
anyways, i'm going shopping again later and then study session !
my days are all fully occupied!
somehow i love it, somehow i don't.
it all varies accordingly..

2010-10-20T04:22:00.002+08:00

♥ Every word said comes with a price to pay.
Hello people, the time now is 4.24am.
and i should be in bed right now, but i'm not.
two movies down, The Last Song and Step Up.
probably watching Step Up 2 later on before heading out to study.
okays, unless i wake up early.
no more staying up late like this anymore.
O's is tomorrow !
SCIENCE PRACTICAL!!
please be kind to meeee..
seriously, not going to update anymore till 15nov perhaps?
miss me peopleeee ~ haha.
GOODLUCKS TO ALL THAT ARE TAKING O'S . C=

2010-10-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

♥ Smile the unhappiness away.
Went studying alone at westmall coffee bean.
happen to meet jiexiang there.
it's been a year or so since i last see him.
my primary school goodf! haha..
did chem, maths and some bio.
his friends left, then he suddenly sat next to me.
i was shocked, and lose my focus.
cos someone keep staring at me non-stop.
after that started chatting with him.
also comparing our chemistry text book, joker siak.
and he kept on saying this to me,
'读你的书啦，等下你 fail 你的 O level 不要来找我！'
he say say say non-stop dao i know when he wants to say it loh.
explored his phone and sms-ed weijun using his identity.
i even told him i like texting people not using my identity.
and he said i'm a 变态, hahaa.
also, he is consistently saying that i'm fat.
okays, i admit, I'M SUPER FAT !!! WEEEE~~
bid goodbye around 840pm.
i headed home, while he meet his friends.
my friends and mum thought something happen to me.
they thought i mia or something.
made them worried, SORRY PEOPLE!
16 missed calls, and 21 new messages.

Probably, through here is the only way i can let it out without you knowing..

2010-10-18T03:06:00.003+08:00

♥ Similar habits, same frequency..
This is what happens when your camera lands on the kids' hands.
my two lovelies went super crazy snapping pictures.
they were mad cute, laughing and jumping around.
luckily, my camera was back with me in a piece, safe and sound.
didn't really study much today, or should i say yesterday?
had sakae for lunch and then down to town.
shopping, shopping and more shopping, until my legs almost break.
it's freaking tiring, plus i didn't get anything.
brother got his striking green havaianas.
i swear that it's fcuking pretty, the hot pink one is damn awesome too.
anyone want to get it for me?
give me 60 bucks and i will return a 10cent coin to you.
head-ed to grandma house after town.
stayed that and used wifi then play and take care of the two kids.
went home around 9plus, and then showered and did a emaths paper1.
netbook-ed after that.
was supposed to be in bed right now.
but i got sooo fcuking angry and pissed off due to some reasons.
and this caused me unable to sleep.
TKH is still awake and i'm currently texting with him.
i think he's the only one awake right now uh.
the rest definitely sleeping like some pig, in far far away land.
okays, the time now is 348am.
i should be sleeping uh?
but nah, gona do some studying before i head to bed.
ohya, ONGZHIPENG OWE ME STICKY ~~

112nd;
Seriously, i got fcuking mad at you, and you made me fcuking pissed off. What is the fcuking problem with you? Here i am trying to solve the problem between us, and there you are doesn't seem to be bothered at all. Then i will tell you, so be it. Let everything be in this way then, anyways, we won't be seeing eaching other anymore. Then just continue letting us drift further and further away. It's totally what you want isn't it?
'Since you don't like my replys, don't text lorh. Easy, simple.' I will remember your this sentence. And it's obviously those replies were on purpose. Go see how you reply others and how you replied me. IT HEAVEN AND HELL! And there you are consistently saying that you didn't once took me for granted, but ask yourself have you a not? The fcuking answer is yes, you bitch! When will you text me? When will you treat me good? It's only when you needed my help, otherwise is when you have something that need me. Other than that, what's JOEYCHUA to you?! Basically, N-O-T-H-I-N-G, NOTHING!
Please do some soul searching, TYVM.

2010-10-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

♥ Something just stay forever.
15OCT'10
The last day of school in huayi.
okays, it's the last time 4E2 will be spending together.
the attendance was awesome, FULL ATTENDANCE!
i was late as usual.
somehow i sneaked into the class from the back door.
but still, lks noticed me of cos.
he said, 'you're late again.'
i giggled, somehow hoping that i wont have to do anything.
and yes, i was damn damn lucky, no punishment.
karate kid til 8am then lesson behind.
seem like only our class had normal lessons throughout the day.
nothing really special uh.
thanks to tce, no class photos.
also, vaneylee zao-ed damn fast when the bell rings.
so went home after school and then slack, used netbook.
super last minute study session with ahtay, pig and jack.
plan was volleyball with ahtay, while they bball.
but there isnt any vball for us to play so reached school and study.
ohya, before that, me and ahtay went to get bbt 1st.
oreo ice blended ~
did physics with the help of mdm yeo.
studied, crapped, laughed and joked around.
around 9pm, had to leave school.
so the 4 of us headed to jurong green mac to study.
studied all the way till around 1130pm?
then headed home.
throughout the study session, poor jack was being bullied.
me, tay and pig were like shooting and suan-ing him throughout.
okays, me and pig also did shoot each other at times too.
but still, jack is the overall winner uh.
super last minute study session, but a fun one yeah.
home-d at 1210am, then watched tv slack around.
i think i slept at around 1plus 2am.

16OCT'10
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVAN !
woke up at around 11plus, then slacked on bed till 12plus.
netbook-ed then mummy came home with lunch.
after lunch, used netbook awhile again then started studying.
did bio for the entire day, 2chapters down..
nothing much i did today, except for studying.
can't expect much, sec4 life is boring ~
o's science pratical on thrusday, which is like 5days away.
and the 1st written paper will be on the 25th, just 9days away !
will not be using much of netbook already i guess.
31 more or so only, wait for me to be back again. HAHA..

2010-10-13T01:07:00.002+08:00

♥ You guys are my NUMBER1 girls !
it's the 13th october.
which means is my dear girl's birthday.
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY STEAD !! ♥♥♥
LOVE YOU MANY MANY !

2010-09-30T17:38:00.003+08:00

♥ 人有逆天之时，天无绝人之路.
O's in less than a month time .
and school intensives are killing me already.
i want o's to end quickly !!
BYE PEOPLE ~~

p.s. click on my nuffang.

2010-09-22T22:22:00.003+08:00

♥ Is life full of only disappointment?
I can take years to reply messages even when my phone is just next to me.
or even when i'm using my phone to surf the net.
when there're new messages, i always wonder, who texts me.
but most of the time, i chose not to open it.
because, i'm afraid of disappointment.
i dont know why am i like that, things just happened this way.
okays, enough of my 'emo' post.
got back some of our prelim's results.
but it's all half here and there, havent got back a full paper results yet.
and this happens only to our class, unfair uh.
so far, not pleased with any of my results.
seriously, it's like all cannot make it one. =c
ohya, this morning is suay for me de, and maybe A too?
A woke up late.
while me, reached bus stop, the bus came.
only then i realised that i forgot to bring my wallet out.
i left it in my tuition bag, how clever of me man.
so bobian, i have to walk all the way back home just to get my wallet.
didnt cab nor rushed, instead took my own sweet time heading to school..
anyways, i know i'm already going to be late, so what for rush or cab?
waste money, waste energy only, what for siak?!
plus, sec4 doesnt have to attend detention ah. Hahaha.
heavy raining in the afternoon.
and yes, i alighted at the usual stop, and half run half walked home.
in the end, i'm wet left right up down inside out.
my uniform is like can squeeze water out lah.
obviously, i'm cold like siao.
had a nap with the fan on to the max, and the cold weather.
it's totally awesome to the very max man.
okays, my study mood today is like gone.
most probably is becos it's mid autumn festival, that's why uh.
yah, i know it's excuses lah..
get back here again soon, miss me people..
o's is drawing nearer and nearer.

2010-09-17T22:47:00.003+08:00

♥ 原来任性对彼此都不好。

MY LOVE ! ♥♥♥
haha.. i'm back once again.
prelim is officially over.
science practical was half alright, half disaster.
chemistry one is like dont know what man..
i broke 2 test tubes on doing the same things!
that's totally pathetic like some crap man.
physics one was rather easy.
got it done in like 30min or lesser.
after practical got stucked in ish for like hours.
gossips and then check science paper1 ans.
finally 1130 was released, when to find R to get my phone back.
thanks for helping me keep my phone.
stayed in canteen cos it's raining heavily outside.
someone came and told us back gate was open so bus-ed home with tay.
last minute decision of heading down to kbox with babes.
was exp like some crap, but we did dumb things to make it worth the price.
this time round, we sang tons of english songs instead of chinese.
Justin Bieber's songs got all of us soo high!
and barbie girl by aqua made me and tay high like !@#$%^&*(
hahaha. You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere ~
a great day out with them definitely.
another round tomorrow, wooohoooooo ~

2010-09-16T21:46:00.002+08:00

♥ 想念，却不能说...
15papers down already.
left with 1more paper which is science practical.
tomorrow and prelim is officially over.
a few days break and i will start mugging again for o's.
hopefully everything will turn out well, nothing goes wrong.
will be back again soon, stay tune. c=